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Jan 2014 · 1.1k
Just A Bit Tired...
Lucky Santos Jan 2014
I'm just laying down, trying to fathom why my mind is so cruel.
Deadly thoughts, call it Freddy Kruger.
Because people don't even know how I'm dying inside.
Just get me a coffin so maybe I can lay down a bit more.

I've been laying down all day, maybe because everybody has been stepping on me.
And I'm just too weak to get back up, well I'm just use to it.
Living in the shadow of somebody else.
Always coming in second just means that I'm nothing special.

Maybe I come off the wrong way.
Come off as nice and caring.
And I hate that.
Because nice guys don't even come in second, they always finish last.
Letting everyone ahead.
Leaving no happiness and joy for themselves.

I'm just there smiling but making no sound.
Except saying, "I'm fine, I'm just a bit tired."

I let my words say nothing at all and let my silence explain everything.
Why is it that when I don't have a smile on my face, it's the only time  you ask me if I'm okay.


I'm sorry.
That for one day, I show my real emotions and made you worry.
I'm sorry.
That I was talking to your crush because she was the only one that could make me smile at the time.
I'm sorry.
For being me.
A snake, a bad friend, and a horrible person.
I'm sorry.
For getting out of bed this morning.
Jan 2014 · 2.3k
A Dictionary's Love Story
Lucky Santos Jan 2014
Crush:
An intense but usually short-lived infatuation.
Fantasizing about the relationship that could happen.

Shy:
Timid, easily frightened away.
Although the wanting to just say hey.

Wonderwall:
Someone you find yourself thinking about all the time, the person you are completely infatuated with.
But the wish for all the shyness to disappear is still here.

Nervous:
Highly excitable; unnaturally or acutely uneasy or apprehensive.
The wanting to meet but still playing defensive. Accommodated by umm, uhh, ummm.

Hello:
Used to express a greeting, answer a telephone, or attract attention.
Hi, umm. Don't blow it, don't blow it.
Hi! I think you're cute, pretty, adorable, beautiful, lovely, gorgeous. Would you like to go on a date?

Date:
A social appointment, engagement, or occasion arranged beforehand with another person.
She said yes.

Happy:
Delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing.
She is not just a thing, she is my everything. She makes me very happy.

Love:
A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
It's a four letter word that can have a million meanings and yet only one.

Marry:
To take as an intimate life partner by a formal exchange of promises in the manner of a traditional marriage ceremony.
I take you to be my wife to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us apart, and this is my solemn vow. I love you.

You:
You mean so much,
Yet I do not have a definition.
Because you always seem to surprise me.
No words in this dictionary can describe your overall beauty.
Amazingly, I'm at a lost of words.

Beautiful:*
The dictionary's crush;
A person who is reading this.
Nov 2013 · 1.4k
*Lovely Orange.*
Lucky Santos Nov 2013
I wake up in the morning, but not like  in movies where they dance and sing.
But when I'm with you you are my prom queen and I am the king.
I always feel as if this is a dream, but it seems as if it is reality.

Like I don't want to lose you and you don't want I lose me.
We go together like peanut butter and jelly.
And frankly, I find you "berry" lovely and you just drive me "nuts".
I wouldn't want any other girl "butter".

I'm not doing this so rumors can be "bread", I'm not doing this it get "marmalade".
I love her.
She is beautiful, gorgeous, funny and everything more.
She is my orange.
There are no rhyming words that come to mind, like there are no girls who can compare to mine.

She is my orange.
Brightening up my day, cup of OJ.
Everything will be okay when it's just "citrus".
Trust me that "winters coming" so no need to worry,
Because you're the only girl that I wanna "vitamin c"
Well, I guess in not getting enough so let's just spend some quality time just you and me.

I "Nutell"ing you if you we're a pancake you'd be covered in syrup,
Because you're so **** sweet.
You don't just give it all out, trick-or-treat.

But you are still my eye candy.
You're the apple to my eye.
So "cinnamon bun", ***** breakfast and the other two.
"Muffin" I just wanna say I love you.

We are both eggs.
We shall never be scrambled.
We always look at the bright side, sunny side up.
And I swear when I'm "hard boiled", I promise you that we will never "crack".

But can you realize that when you add two eggheads like  me and you together.
Add some flour and some sugar.
And I guess you can be my "cookie" forever.

So put your apron on.
Ready, set, cook.
Because now we have the recipe of love. :)
Sorry I haven't posted in awhile, but here's just a fun little "love" poem I wrote. :) Enjoy!
Oct 2013 · 4.7k
Pretty Boy Swag
Lucky Santos Oct 2013
So, dope  young fellow
With your pretty boy swag.
With your SnapBack on.
Pants so **** low.
Every girl just waiting in line just to give you a blow.
You're royalty around here, but this is still high school.
Taking every girls cherries and jewels.
You think that you're raising the bar but I've seen this before:
Call it VCR.

And then there's me:
Who don't get no ladies.
Because I'm the type of person who actually treats females as actually human beings.
Not toys.
I'll put them before myself.
I care about their joy.
You know what's dead: chivalry.
And it can never be reborn.
Not like Call of Duty: zombies.
Boom, headshot.
But there's another ten coming your way.
Then it gets to the point when you're just blown away.
But I'll be your player 2.
Girl, I'd give up all my perks just for you.

So you guys out there with the pretty boy swag.
Who just zip it all up cuz they think they got  it in the bag.
I'm going to fight.
I'm going to step up for the voices not heard.
Cuz you've drowned them in depression, you've choke them with cruelty, and you've slapped them with sadness.
Unable to act.
Like a flightless bird.
I'll let them out of their cages so they can fly once again.
So you can't weight them down:
Call you Anchormen. Ooo, **** em'

So, pretty boy, nothing close to fantastic.
I just wanna say:
That I know  I'm swagtastic.
S- saving
W- women
A- against
G- guys
T- that
A- abuse
S- sensitive
T- tender
I- innocent
C- companions.

Shorten that: swag.
S- she
W- wants
A- a
G- gentlemen.

So now boy,
Lets just see which one of us got that "Pretty Boy Swag"
Overall what I want to say is that chivalry is dying...

— The End —