I love that empty feeling
The one that I can fill
but I choose not to
Hell, it's such a thrill

With my demons pulling me down
I'm spinning out of control
Nothing left to do
Except limit myself to all this food

This empty is different
Than the empty before
This empty takes over
But it stops at the door

I still feel the same pain
The same sorrow
The same nothing
But at least
I can control
How much I am going to
weigh tomorrow

Let someone in
Let yourself go
Let someone in
And you'll begin to fall slow

Fall
              Fall
Fall

Take down your walls
Lower your guard
And you'll surely lose it all
Fall
Fall
Fall

You see those kids in so much pain
They feel like they're the only ones going insane
They can’t seem to wake up from those terrible dreams
Their minds are so ******* loud
That they just want to scream
But they can’t
They won’t
They’ll keep it inside till their ready to blow
But they just gotta let it out
You gotta fight these scars
In a world so full of doubt
That people lose who they are

Please, just save me from my ways
I know i can go another day
Help me re-alize
That these demons stuck inside
Won’t follow me for long
I gotta prove them wrong

Our souls are tired
And we don’t know which way to turn
Sometimes we got a fire
That feels like it’s just gonna burn and burn and burn
Do not let it make you
Do not let these hard times take you
Down that long long road
The one with no return
You can take the load
You just gotta yearn
For the life that you've laid ahead of you


They always say
surround yourself with people who will catch you
but at the end of the day
all you have is you to choose
where your life is headed
what you're going to do with it
You have two choices
fight or flight
settling or life

Please, just save me from my ways
I know i can go another day
Help me re-alize
That these demons stuck inside
Won’t follow me for long
I gotta prove them wrong

And you're wondering
where you're lifes been headed
for the past 18 years
well you've spent all of it
drowning in your fears
Take em' down
Small steps at a time
And at the end of it all, those steps will take you to places
where you can finally say this life is mine

Please, just save me from my ways
I know i can go another day
Help me re-alize
That these demons stuck inside
Won’t follow me for long
I gotta prove them wrong
Wrong
wrong
wrong
I just gotta prove them wrong

You need to tell people
I say **** you
Why would I want people to pity me
Why would I want people to look at me
like there
is something
wrong with me

Sure maybe I would like to tell people
God knows I need to be around them
When I'm alone I start eating away at myself
One bite full at a time

But being around people
makes me hate them
with a burning passion

So I truly am sorry
Today I just can't
I can't
I can't.

She sits there quietly, my dear
she's afraid that no one can hear her
She looks and listens
but never speaks
for if she does
she'll be cast out with the freaks

But who's to say a freak is not something to be?
To be anything
anything at all
is at least something to be

But even with something to be
she isn't quite satisfied

So you show her the sky
She looks up at the sun
and wishes for the night
She looks up at the moon
and wishes for the world

For you see
dreams, aspirations, and adventures
were made to be
for the quiet little girl
who wanted nothing more
than the
whole
wide
world.

Still the same old faces.
Still
The same old hello.
Still
The same old ignorance.
Still
The same old ****.
Still
The
Same
Old
dishes
couch
chair
clothes
people
conver­sation
The same ******* things
STILL
The same dreadful thoughts tumbling through my mind
Still
Nobody notices
Still
I cry out for help
Still
Nobody listens
Day in
and
Day out
Still
Still
*Still

You know who you are
And I know who I am
But I don't know if we understand
If we could just take a minute and see
Who we
are
and
Who we
used to be
Who we are
and
Who we used to be