Winter,
There is no win this season,
The snow and cold makes me all depressed and sad,
Hoping for an early spring,
At least that's what I hope for,
Every
Single
Day,
Yet another snowflake falls,
And don't get me wrong,
Snow is pretty every now and then,
But frankly I cannot want frozen fingers and toes
My body freezing to the very bone,
And I tire easily then before
Being awake is such a bore,
And I want to not freeze
Just a moment to feel a heart beat
And a warm hug, and hot coffee,
Cause cold is not my cup of tea

I think you fell over two stories in love with me. Into an ocean and you poor thing, drowned without even realizing it.
And I felt like you met a person that I didn't even know.
Never thinking I really was ever that special,
But those blue eyes suddenly found me captivating,
And someone found me out to be more then just pretty,
A boy who finally didn't wanna leave,
A sincere heart,
One who maybe I could for once trust and perhaps love,
But oh, that scary word, how mysterious it is, to be in,
Love, what must your heart ache for me,
How it thumps up and down so rapidly
And just now I'm beginning to feel violent sharp tremors when your name just enters my brain,
Can it be?
Love or are we both still far too young

He was a boy,
A boy of soft songs,
Little novels,
And a hard and weary heart,
He wrote down his desires in a book,
"Pleasant dreams, quiet hours and sunlight."
And he wanted to be still,
And stare at the stars, write down his thoughts, and maybe one day find a girl,
Who could find his odd and strange habits cute,
And she wanna cuddle with him till daylight,
Read him his books and listen to his soft voice and maybe mend all the brokenness and misery he had suffered,
To be soaked up by infectious laughter and soft skin that he could dry his tears on,
Maybe someone who he could base his dreams on
And love him more then the characters in his book did

College….
Long boring lectures,
Can I just sleep through this,
I'll read it later,
*** what is my professor even wearing?
My eyelids can't stay open,
And I wanna go back to bed
Oh why, oh why did Christmas break have to end,
I'm sick,
I'm hungry,
Oh God I wanna **** myself,
This degree better be worth it,
I'm freezing,
This place can't even pay for heating?
How much is this text?
I don't even have enough for rent.
Can I just graduate yet,
I did this in High school,
I can't pay for that…
I'm so ready to die…
My youth being spent on mindless literature

She was a girl with soft lips and a hard heart. One you kinda veered off from when you're next to at the mall. She was lovely specimen of perfume and paint which soaked her veins and made me enamored with her sweet perfection. And before I knew it, I was a victim of love itself. Love, one of innocence falls solemnly to its unknown vices, unaware of the pain and terrible heartache one can be trapped after loving someone. I loved her without hesitation. I loved her without holding a single song back. I loved her, with the knowledge that she may never see me throw cupid's spell that little naked babe cast on me. She was a mystery. One who kept to herself as if she had been a victim of pain brought on by the horrible tragedies that love can create. Maybe that's why I was so in love. She was a caged tiger, still incredibly beautiful yet dangerous to the touch. Only distance would protect me, but I was like a zookeeper. And distance was not an option. I could no longer look from afar. I was done with just looking. To feel her brown gold locks against my skin would be as if I'm lying china silk. To have those diamond eyes look at me with kindness and affection would be staring at the face of a cherubim. A ****** from sins of this world who would be the very one to restore my soul. I was enchanted, infected, and very much obsessed for this girl was…unfathomable and one I could only write about, so I did.

I feel trapped in a tower,
Man, I need a shower,
And my eyes are so very tired,
I wanna go away,
And take another vaca,  Not go back to school as soon,
Oh to have a job where it's not so freezing,
And to have my brain depleting of thoughts that were so precious before,
I wanna rewind and go back in time,
To the days were worry was nevermore,
But on this bleak and dreary *** day,
I can only but complain of my sad and pathetic Christmas blues,
A New year to fail at everything I do,
So sad to say,
But in other words you have a nice day

I finally fell for a friend. Not a stranger or a crush,
Just someone I could easily let in,
To my messy heart and head,
But sadly it now won't be easy,
At least my stomach's not so queasy,
But dang now my heart is pumping pretty funny,
And I just like you for real,
Before I was abusing you,
But now I really feel like I might suddenly lose you,
And that's not cool,
So maybe we should back up,
Reverse,
Check out our damage and make sure we aren't too hurt,
But darling, I just want you and I to work,
Even if it's gonna be hard,
Just promise me we won't go too far,
And stop and start up again,
Making sure our engines can work
Like they should again