How I miss the way
He kisses me
They way he smiles
When I smile

The arms he
Wraps me in to
Make me feel safe
His hands

Strong, loving, amazing
Only for me
His heart
Beating just for
Me

His eyes
I could get lost
In them
Blue and beautiful

He's so far away
But his love is
Never lost

Oh, That Sweet Boy.
I adore him.

I refuse to be taken back
To the times where I
Was unhappy
Looking and thinking
Why did I let this
Go on for so long?

Why couldn't I escape?
You had an hold on me
A strong one
I'm finally
Free

From the emotional abuse
You want me..
I can't move backwards
I don't want that life

Moving forward with
This new chapter
Hoping it will last
You can't control me
ANYMORE!

The lips of an angel
Gentle placed upon
My neck
The feel of sensation
Runs through my
Body

You
Him
My Lover
Those lips
They release the
sweetest pleasure
in one kiss

Moans
serenade the room
such beautiful music
What's more sweeter
than this music

Place your mark
on me but
invisible is that
mark

Hidden but I
know where
it was placed

Not just on my skin
but on my
heart

Softly

Not able to move
Forward
One thing standing in
My way
My enemy
That shadow of doubt
The mind set of
A failure
But the heart of
A warrior
Eyes of an explorer
What wonderful sights
Not able to grasp
Those wonderful things
Ahead..
Stuck with my true enemy...
MYSELF.

As I feel your eyes
******* me from
Across the room

******* me but not
Out of my clothes
Out of this skin of lies

You look past the the outside
Your eyes looking
Into my soul

Pulling the real me out
Who are you?
How do you know the real me?
Have we met?

Drawing out my soul..
Where are you?
In this crowd
You're lost not to be found

The feel of that stare was lost
The real me still contained
Will I ever know that
Feeling again?

My Naked Soul.

I was there through it all
I sat there watching as it all went by
The pain, lies, and the unforgivable truth
That love you felt.. how heartbroken she left you
The pain I felt just watching, not able to utter a word
Struck by the look you gave but still my emotions wouldn't change
I wanted to help but I just couldn't.