Why?

Why do i allow you to treat me like this?
Why do i allow you to pull this **** over and over?
As i tell myself its just me its just me get over it.
Its just me.

Why can't i see through your *******?
Am i blind?
Am i just being naive?
Mean while i keep telling myself its me its me just get over it.
Its just me.

Why can't i tell myself that its not just me?
Why can't i just say thats it.
Its enough.
As i tell myself its you its you.
So you just get over it.
Its you.

Would it make you realize what's before you?
Would it make you wonder what you could do to make it better?
Or am i just being naive?
As i keep telling myself.
Its different.
Its gonna be different this time.

Mean while i keep telling myself.
Its me its me get over it.

Because its me.
Its me allowing you to do this.
Over and over.
Its me that its my voice stay silent.
As i allow only yours to be heard.

Its me for enabling.
Its me for allowing you to say sorry.

Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.

Mean while i just remind myself.
Its me its just me.
-lovebug