we had a rapport i never had before
you told me about myself
it made me feel real
showed me little bits of who I am
then you kissed me
and took it all away
you let me sleep with you
warm and comforted in your smooth arms
i didn't know happiness until that night
your mind was spinning
the page we were both on
turned before i had a chance to read it
you regretted it
you felt sick
why?
unlovable is the word
my mind repeatedly tells my heart