Just go away. 
Everyone go away. 
I don't need your ****. 
Wait...I do need you.

I need someone. 
A warm body next to me. 
Help, I'm trapped.
 I can't break free 
From these bonds of my mind. 

I hate you but I need you. 
You make me feel something. 
Even if I find bruises tomorrow. 
I love(hate) you 
With all of my heart. 
I can't love,
Not really. 

I can't be alone. 
If you go, 
Leave someone for me 
To hold onto for dear life. 

I'm scared. 
Can't breathe. 
Seeing sounds, hearing colors. Where am I? What am I? 
Why am I? 
Don't answer that. 

I live because you won't let me go. 
I can't do this. 
Please release me. 

I am alone forever.

I'm running away
You don't care any longer
Just let me go now

Your place is the bed
Only leave for the kitchen
Make me a sandwich

White and yellow lines
Passing me in a gray sea
Lowering heavy eyelids
While the horns start to beep
I know I should pull over 
Keep my sure safety
But these lines on the road
They hypnotize me

I'm in recovery
From a failed attempt;
Or did I succeed
At my true intent?

Some would call me
An attention-seeking *****.
I feel like I'm trapped
Inside these prison-like doors. 

You changed me for the better,
Or at least it seems that way.
I haven't seen my blood
Since that long gone day.

I tell you "It's the only outlet I have!"
You reply "No, you have your pen in hand."
But all I use that for is
Drawing your name in the sand. 

"I need that razor blade,
The blood; a river of red."
"No you don't," you tell me,
"You can quit before you're dead."

I can see now
This is the only way:
Let you believe in me
And aid when I stray.

Speeding heart, heavy breaths,
I did this to myself.
Look, the cuts, so dark and deep,
Bring my soul to rest.

Trembling fear, poisoned thoughts,
Why the ****** slits?
Fall to sleep, red on sheets,
I don't think I'll make it.

You know what I'm thinking
By just a glance.
You know how I'm feeling
By just hearing my voice.
You know who I love,
You know who I hate.
You know when I want
A night in,
You know when I want
A night out.
You are my best friend
And I am yours.
We complete each other
And nobody can take that away.
You are the one person
That knows me better
Than I, myself do.
I love you.