Anticipation is the hunt.
The hunt for a new beginning.
A hunt to a so desired freedom that you did not know existed in oneself.

To have your prey in front of you.
No fight.
All control.
Dictating and imposing your will, your deep rooted thoughts.

Feeding off of what you will do next.
The joy, the utter thrill.
Thrill of their unknown anticipation.

Patience of the hunt.
Of the anticipation.
The hunt is anticipation.

It's exciting, breathtaking, freeing, pain, pleasure, passion, more than ***, it's a high, addictive, return customer, looking for her pusher man.