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1.2k · Feb 2013
THAT SPECIAL LOOK
lolosworld Feb 2013
You got that special look That steals my breath.
laying down with you i get no rest.
My heart goes dun dun dun inside my chest.
When it comes to loving, you're the best.  

You're the reason i get out of bed.
Go to work Til i drop dead.
And one thing, I must address.
The sight of you as you undress.
Stops me, puts me in a trance.
Lord please give me once last chance.
To make her smile til her face hurts.
Stay up all night making love to her.
Rushing through the day to clock out.
So i could see what she's sad about.
Coming home to see her cook.
I just can't help myself but look.
She's in nothing but her birthday suit.
As tempting as forbidden fruit.
I'm the Adam to her eve.
Sometimes i still just don't believe.
That she's in love with someone like me.
And she's not afraid if the world sees.
How happy together we can be.
Loving for all eternity.    

But one thing i now understand.
God made her for another man.
And no matter how much it hurts.
I still have to hope it works.
So in the future i will see.
Your amazing smile because you're happy.
Even if it's not with me.
I'll let you go and let it be.  

Saying goodbye was always hard.
My heart is soft from all the scars.
left behind as you walked away.
Where would we be if you had stayed?
Would we be at a beach playing in the sand.
Or white skirt twirling in Ireland.
These specific words have caught your ears.
But I just can't stop myself here.
I miss you more every single day.
I kept your letters by the way.
I read them every single night.
And think of how you did me right.
And i did you wrong.
So I guess I'll just move along.
And say goodbye.
Trying my hardest not to cry.
As our fingers seem to lose their grip.
And our broken hearts continue to rip.
I have to say just one last time.
I love you with all this heart of mine.  

And as I say I'm moving on.
Document my feelings into a song.
Telling the truth of how i feel.
My heart is always yours to steal.
And If you ever feel the same.
If it brings you back I'll take the blame.
And change my ways.
If it makes you stay.
Please Do it soon I'd hate to wait.  

Suddenly it hits , is been too long.
You've moved on and found someone .
Who makes you smile and makes you laugh.
I thought i was the best at that.
So I'll end my thoughts with these last words.
I hope you get what you deserve.
That Big house.
That's Full of kids.
That Amazing spouse.
What You wanted.
And as life pushes through.
I'll try my best to believe the truth.
That We were not supposed to be.
I'm not the one for you, you're not the one for me.
But i can't seem to loose this thought.
The necklace you made, the one i bought.
Getting Tangled up, intertwined.
Guess I'll have to stop this heart of mine.
From loving you more with every breath.
Because of my memories you're the best.

Every Day i wake up.
Expecting To find my one true love.
Laying Next to me.
But all i see.
Is an empty space where my heart used to be.
By the time that lunch has come,
I feel like I've lost someone.
but gained a thought.
Which Is helping me be less distraugt.
Life has lessons you must learn.
No punishment i didn't earn.
And now that it is clear to me.
I'll let you go and let it be
970 · Mar 2013
BEAUTIFUL
lolosworld Mar 2013
I miss calling you beautiful.
I miss rubbing your back.
I miss telling you I love you.
Now baby that’s a fact.

I miss your deep blue eyes.
They roll backwards when I tell a lie.
When you rubbed your fingers through my long hair.
Baby now I’m aware.
its been a long time coming.
You’d say family and I’d start running.
But one thing that I regret.
Is that this song is not a duet.
But If it was then I sure wish.
It’d be filled with words that go something like this.
“I miss laying down with you.
Telling you to shave if you needed to.
Having the house cleaned and dinner  made.
By the time you got home so you had time to lay.
Every night asking for a back rub.
And saving every ticket stub.
And putting them to use.
In the photo album that I made for you.
The twitch you get when you look at me. Warms me up makes me feel happy.
When you warned your family was crazy.
But they loved me so I disagreed.
They all still call and keep in touch.
Even though we don’t talk much.
The break in my heart when I had to leave.
Only shined light on my reprieve.”

But the day you left I fell apart.
I had an ice age inside my heart.
I’ve been so close to running back.
Pretending this dispute was just an act.
But then again I always seem.
To steer myself away from happy.
Knowing that you’re the only girl for me.
I always think of how I did you wrong.
Not telling you but writing in a song.
And hoping one day you can detect the clues.
To the pictures I’m writing in all the skies for you
968 · Feb 2013
TURBULENCE
lolosworld Feb 2013
I see the sun rising up.
shining it's Light on our love.
hold You tighter than air.
they Warn me to beware.
Love like that don't last.
Soon Enough, a thing of the past.
You're busy Walking away.
I'm begging you to stay.  

you slowly walk to the gate.
Rushing Behind, but I'm late.
The landing gear is up.
Just Like my time and luck.  

Come To me.
Baby, don't forget.
We had a life.
We could have lived.  

You're On your way back home.
The turbulence has grown.
You start to second guess,
The reason that you left.
And the tears come down.
hit the floor, and make sounds.  

Come To me.
Baby, don't forget.
We had a life.
We could've lived.  

The landing gear falls back down.
Tires Rush to the ground.
Turn To your window see.
The raindrops are falling.
And it's colder than before.
Needing My warmth even more.  

Come To me.
Baby, don't forget.
We had a life.
We could have lived.  

Walk To the baggage claim.
no bag, but a sign with your name.
It says to turn your head.
So you turn to the left.  

Come To me.
Baby, I'm here.
Let Me see.
Your Ring finger.
Then I drop to my knees.
Ask you baby, please.
Do you want to marry me?
852 · Feb 2013
MY FRIEND, THE SUN
lolosworld Feb 2013
It's good to see that the sun is still a friend.
Because the moon's two faced, going half and whole again.
But the weather's always changing and will continue until the end.
Because they circle round each other like a high school trend.

Time is of the essence when dealing with eviction.
This cold weather is sneaking through resulting in conniptions.
Between myself and i as I work on this conviction.
Only leaving behind traces of encryption.
A code that I've been trying to break before My crucifixion.
If any kids are reading I'm sorry for that depiction.

The roads are icing over as I pass around the curve.
Changing up my mood and calming down my verve.
Should i collide head on or allow myself to swerve.
Sending the tingles up My spine as the metal slams against my nerves.

The sun's running back and fourth around the earth.
Lighting up the sky all night for what It's worth.
The ozone's playing, changing around the game and.
As soon as it makes up is mind the kids can go outside again.

This pollution.
Is a solution.
To the inflation.
Of our population.
With all the time wasting.
Doing simple test tasting.
When we're past the deadline.
Now it's time to let it shine.
The moon may be a friend of yours but the suns a friend of mine.
801 · Jul 2013
Thunder And Lightning
lolosworld Jul 2013
You can try tell me the right way, or you could just choose to loosen up.
-Because the right way for you, may not be the right way for me.-
So I'm sorry but when it comes to your way, I just don't give ****.  

Now you could try to convince me.
-I've been hearing around that you're pretty convincing.
But the convenience of that bachelor's degree.
Doesn't mean ****-when you got a couple kids.-
And you are out living on the streets.  

Now you could try to judge this situation.
I promise I won't budge On this decision.
But I also don't hold grudges
- So we can live in peace.
I could try to tell you I know what's best.
But knowing is a lie if you're so set.
On not knowing the other side,so I guess.
-That I just better leave.  

It Has always been bittersweet
-Walking alone in the rain.
Where I've been shivering.
But the thunder and lightning.
Keep competing for attention-
Just so they could show their strength.  
- I've never been much for showmanship
Hell, I barely even know what game this is.
But I'm still playing even with this disadvantage.-
Because I'm really only playing For the hell of it.

You could be the one to keep score.
-Or, We could keep playing even more.
But there's no need for playing,
If you're not planning on staying.
Because when you leave instead of finishing.-
I'll probably just be too bored.  

You can take all the hate.
Take All the judgement.
But if you don't take in love.
You might as well have nothing.
If you've been waiting for the God
To show him what you're made of.
You might as well get a head start.
-Instead of valuing faith,
You can just make-
Being a great person part of who you are.  

Good things happen to those of you who wait.
-Wait, in reality.
Bad things happen to good people when all their things are going great. -
-So if we're doomed to go down,
No matter how things go down-
Then I think some of these Sins are okay.  

Now we can try to play
In the Thunder and lightning.
But don't be surprised if the Ground starts to shake.
Stop being quick to judge,
Start dealing more with love-
And I'm sure with that love we can make this world quake.
640 · Feb 2013
AMBIENT
lolosworld Feb 2013
Alone and cold at night.
I am ambient light.
Bringing falsely fame.
Waiting To be tamed.

Photos Show the truth.
Asphyxiated moods.
My feet drag in the sand.
shackled by demands.
There Is no escape.
Welcome My deathly fate.

Captured By the sea.
Crustaceous disease.
Trapped Inside the shell.
Sinking Straight to hell.  

Metallic Blood flows.
Magnetic To my foes.
No one left to trust.
justice Is so just.
618 · Feb 2013
MY BEST MISTAKE
lolosworld Feb 2013
You're My best mistake.
with no regrets.
But i can't change.
The things i said.
To you.
Or towards myself.
But now I'm the one that's needing help.
You're The cherry to my sundae.
Like A wood chipper that clears the way.
A clear path.
To take today.
Now imagine that.
But i can't stay I did not expect this aftermath.  

I stare at the power lines.
As I'm driving and killing time.
No place, left to be.
Im just driving around looking to be free.  
But freedom Aint free.
There's a price to pay.
Open Up your wallet.
Give All your money away.  

I'm gone.
Need To clear my head.
Take Some time to reconnect.
My brain, with my body,
So you can see I'm surviving.
518 · Feb 2013
Untitled
lolosworld Feb 2013
well I know I might be crazy.
but I'm **** sure not insane.
and I love all those raised me.
yeah I Thank them for the pain.
And for those who didn't make it, I'm sorry you lost the game.
We're Giving up angels, but still it's Such a shame.  

Now let me sit down, give this a try.
Even If it's wrong, just close your eyes.
Losing Makes us strong, When It sheds some light.
You just gotta look passed,  how you feel inside.  

Put your hand up to God, Give Him a ring,
Just to say hello, If it ain't a thing.
So you go bye bye.
With The glory inside.
Of your mind, To keep inside,
for the rest of your life.

It's Like a shadow, but **** it's bright.
And it can lift you up, like a crane so high.  
So just think back to days you played.
when You were in school, it don't matter the grade.
It's Never too late to get yourself saved.
In fact, like wine, it gets sweeter with age.  

Standing UP For the pledge of allegiance,
But not saying God if you found it inconvenient.
Just Close your eyes, I'm sure you can feel him,
Warm up your body from the outside in and,
Say little prayer, Before You go to sleep. Who cares if the people you're around try to say that it's weak,
You just gotta choose where you wanna take a seat.
Then Take time to relax, yeah kick Up your feet.  

We always think, Then we Give insight.
But we don't make. The rules for this life.
We all just envision The incision,
And hope that it's right.
Don't Mistake the decisions.
That you have made inside.
Because Lying to yourself, is a Shame you can't hide.
508 · Feb 2013
MISSING YOU
lolosworld Feb 2013
I think it's time we look back.
To a better place than we're at.
Before The airplane left.
I should've passed your test.
Because Now I'm missing you.  

I could not clearly see,
The way you felt for me.
I just simply didn't try.
Now sit back and wonder why.  

I hit the button, delete.
You from my memory.
But i still remember the love.
A thought i can't get Rid of.
Still i constantly think.
Of you with every blink.  

So i sew my eyes shut.
Your Imagine burned in my blood.
coursing through my veins.
And i still feel the same.
As i did years ago.
Before I let my love go.
And I'm still missing you.  

I've Had to adjust my life.
don't Remember what i was like.
Before You came and went.
A different person.
I'm nothing like i was.
Before I discovered true love.
But what is true to me.
For you was mandatory.
And I'm still missing you.
495 · Feb 2013
GIVE ME YOUR HEART
lolosworld Feb 2013
Give Me your heart,
And I'll show you a heart break.
Give Me your soul,
And I'll take your life.
Give Your memories,
The safest place for me.
In your head, I'll Be alright.  

Give Me a moment,
I need to think straight,
Give Me a chance,
And I will prevail.
Give Me a reason,
I shouldn't be leaving.
Or else my ship will Sail.  

I'm moving on,
Got places to go.
I'm on the run.
And I'm far from home.
I see the solutions,
To your head's pollution,
Please Know that you're, not alone.  

I have a smile,
with Dimples agile,
Its been known all around.
And the reason i smile,
Had been gone for awhile.
But still my smile is found.  

You can't break steel,
You can't destroy thoughts,
You can only adapt.
Don't Know where I'm going,
Been Running for awhile.
But I'm glad, That I'm, where I'm at..  

Give Me your ear,
And I'll tell you a story.
Its been told before.
Life is too short, To give up or worry.
So what are we fighting for?
484 · Feb 2013
my queen
lolosworld Feb 2013
I've Been looking for her.
For so long now.
I knew she wanted away.
I knew she wanted out.
But they took her.
Beat Her so bad, now she's not a looker.
But i did my best to understand, yeah i never mistook her.
To be something she wasn't.
So it really wasn't that bad was it?  

I don't need to understand.
I just need to conjure a plan.
To help her escape, from this desert wasteland.
So i find her. Sit Back and remind her.
That I'm not part of the party that had bound her.
She's Got memories.
Of the men she sees.
Remembering All, but forgetting me.
I threw her over my shoulder.
To rewind and remind her.
Of a time that's best.
Before they tore her dress.
Before She had to deal with the problems we've addressed.
She's Bleeding.
Waking Around bare feet and.
racing air into her lungs, yeah she's having trouble breathing.
Not going back, repeating.
what She had been through, such a horrible beating.  

So i take her here.
To calm down her fear.
Eyes Swollen badly,
She can't see clear.
So i hold my dear.
Until She falls asleep dreaming.
Hopefully Cleaning.
These memories of her screaming.
Away From the seams.  

Now it's time to attack.
I'm on my way back.
To show this group a broken heart when it's black.
I'm about to react and deceive them.
Tear them down and leave them.
Beaten And broken.
Wanting And hoping.
To rewind themselves to a path less chosen.
They're hanging by the fan.
I left the front for open.
Sending Messages.
Although It's stained In blood, I'm sure they get what the message is.
because I'm not walking away until she gets the best of this...  
They Beat her And bound her.
Until The moment that i found her.
They Were coming through, but now allowed nowhere around her.
Because she's my queen, and I'm just trying to crown her.
484 · Feb 2013
WHO I AM
lolosworld Feb 2013
what I'm supposed to be.
is not even close to me.
i guess my path decided to hide.
The things I'm supposed to do,
And all of the people who,
I love in this world don't collide.

I know I'm not where i belong.
But I'm still not coming home.
I'll Be gone until i find myself.
I've Got my problems,
And I'm looking to solve them.
But i still don't need your help.  

The mirrors seen about enough of me.
To last for eternity.
I think I'll give myself a break.
From My responsibilities.
Reach For my liberties.
Spend The day out on the lake.  

I've been myself for long enough,
to take time for myself but.
I think I'll disappear.
I've Got mistakes to make,
A few more turns to take.
I've Got nothing left to fear.
And I'm starting right here.
313 · Feb 2013
LIFE
lolosworld Feb 2013
Here's a hand full of life...

Go live it up.

— The End —