The feelings in my heart just kept my soul alive the feelings of how hard you had being to me from the start
And all I can think about is still your love on how it holds me down it takes me deeper into a world of eternity

My beauty is undefined, ugly to be precised
With scares from reject and fails
Hoping to unleash the real identity of love  
A dream fake to be real
Sacks of pain inside I felt
Me and death real pals from hell

I don't really enjoy the situation am in
I really try and define what it really means
Understanding my respect for life is all I try to begin
Even when the snow falls down I don't  know how it feels
TODAY life don't matter any longer to me