I have nothing left
To say
To anyone but
You

You possess the answers
To questions
That keep me tossing
And turning

Yet you push me away
With cold indifference

Seemed I wasn't worth
The time of day

Until

You spend the early hours
Of the morning
Disproving everything
Confusing me further

Is that all I am to you
Now?
some ***** secret you harbour
In your closet

A late night
Guilty pleasure?

or was that embrace for
Real?

Was it only me who felt it?

Supernovas in my head

When you bent down
Kissed me out of
My drunken state

Hardest punch I ever
Took
Completely sobering
And intoxicating
All at once

I can't shut my thoughts
Out
Can't stop attempting
To slam keys into

Submission

You make my head spin
Dizzy fast

Is there any room left
For me in your heart?
Cause I can tell you
There's none in mine

For anybody

But you

One smile
One glance
Is all it takes
For the facade

To shatter around me

You tell me I have no idea
But I don't think you
Really see

All the things you make
Me feel
Just what you've always
Meant to me

Such a *******
Blankly staring at old
Photographs
Days passed that I left

Behind

What did I do
To deserve this

Sleep tonight? Oh no
Tonight I dream
Dream of a face I thought
I had tucked away

Lost in a haze, suspended
In yesterday
That I thought resided
Safely
Inside myself

A sweet vivid memory
Only summoned in times
I truly doubted everything

But you

Nothing in my whole life
Has brought me so close
To shredding the time
Space continuum

No hallucinogen
No stimulant
Has sent such profoundly
Primal chills

Down my spine

One single glance from you
Is all it took
to bring back to life
A part of me i thought
No longer existed

Indeed, I never really
Doubted
That this is love

I feel

When I caught your gaze
Captivated in my own
In that moment
You were truly mine

And I felt something I hadn't
In such a long time

that I belonged

And was exactly where
I was suppose to be

Only you, my dear
Inspire such a feeling

In me

New days can't supress the years
lessons learned
Another page to
Turn

The other cheek
Chapters & passages
To burn

Throwing it all away
In pursuit of
Better days

But living with the daunting risk
Of reliving the pain

Sometimes old scars
Can bleed
exposing the Psyche
Dissecting the past

Despite what I thought
Was finally behind me

Thoughts become unhinged
Its all downhill from here
May as well turn up the stereo
And crack another beer

Cause life's a constant *****
Some will slip, and some
Will choke
Its up to you
To persevere

grin and bare
Through adverse years

The past is gone
The time is now
To pick up the pieces
And allow yourself
To forgive
yourself

He looks at me
Looking at him
But does he see?

The vehicle gently
Sways
Our knees
brush
With each
Turn

The desire and tension
Is burning
In me

He laughs
Smiles with the warmth
Of the sun
radiating from within

Rain drips and taps
Nagging at the window
As if to say

"Just kiss him, already"

So I reluctantly lean
Into the warmth
of your arm

And to my surprise
He tilts his head
Against my own

Succumbing to your
Bittersweet embrace

Look up to admire
The handsome contours
Of his face

I brush his cheek
With a nervous hand
Does he notice?

And then
Out of nowhere
He kisses me, slow
I close my eyes and
Savor

This moment

His soft lips part
Exposing tongue
Soon intertwined in mine
And for once in my life

A kiss felt intensely
...intimate

He grips my shoulders
With strong hands
And I am rendered speechless
As I feel him smiling
Against my mouth

And I smile, too
Between each kiss

Does he have any idea
How long I've wanted him like this?

Tender lip prints find
My neck
Rugged hands press
Into the small of my back

You are amazing

Can't get you out of my head
Just want your lips on mine again

Need you here in my bed
As I toss, turn
Relentlessly
Staring at the moon

Hoping there's a chance in hell
That I'll cross your mind too

cause I have no words
To describe
The way that you are dancing
Through mine

But alas, I'll just lay here
And fantasize about basslines

Pounding

As we dance under the stars
Connected
And you pull me into
Those arms

Hips swaying to the beat
Synchronized
And your breath sensually
Tickles the back of
My neck

Goosebumps

And you'll carry me off
where no one can see
And the kissing
And touching
Escalates with
Ferocity

Animal, you are
So willing, am i
To become hopelessly
Helpless

To those hungry
Intoxicating eyes

People come and people go
Feelings change, but don't we all know
This too well already

A sad fact of life, addictions gripping like an iron vice, stealing the very life force from veins,
Change faces, inflict pain

Steal away those we once thought we knew
Convince them to do things they never knew they could do

Narcotic charms, sickly poison in his arms
Contorting, twisting, distorting, the heart

Withering away, taking all that it can, waging war on yourself for one last fix....once is too much, but too much iis never gonna be enough

Until the day comes
Drifting...somewhere below consciousness, somewhere above reality
A pleasure so profound
Yet when outside looking in, your simply on the nod

Outside of yourself, shedding mortal coil, for heights unknown, untouched. A shell remains...

You are so far away from me now, in your eyes, its hard to find you...

the one I thought I knew
A smile that was capable of warming me to the core
Now only conjured when the the pin goes *****

Another sickly blemish on your skin

On my famished heart

You'll waste away
And when people ask
I'll smile and say

That I'm okay

Our little encounter
Keeps crossing my mind
I try to push thoughts away
And I don't know why

You're under my skin now

Keep thinking about
That fire in your eyes
The sensual aggression in your arms
As they manipulated my body
From side to side

Your breath heavy and hot
In my ear
Succulent lips
Fused into mine
Wordlessly begging for more
with each kiss

And your intuitive hands
Exploring me
In all the right places
As I put my back in a slow grind
And you make those **** faces
Looking up at me

Enticing goosebumps
Escalating towards ecstasy
With each ****** and each pump

Of those hips
My legs split around them
Our bodies slick and unrelenting

Bending to your will
You make me feel like
My body is on vibrate
Any wrong you want done right

I'd invite you between the sheets with me again
Any day and or night

The silence is deafening
Almost materialized
As he finalizes
One last good bye
How many more years will lapse? surpass so fast
At the speed of sound
With so much left unsaid
So much to regret
So much to over analyze
Time and time again.
The way your eyes meet mine
From across the room
Inevitable, yet that smile
Still renders me hopeless
Completely paralyzed
How words descend effortlessly from your lips
Yet speech escapes me
For how could words ever do justice to a smile
That zapps every cell
ignited
Electrified