can i make a picture using?
just hear me out please
imagine the feel of the breeze
flowing off the beach
the taste of salt from the water
forget your bothers
watch the waves crash on shore
where life was born
smell the incoming storm in the distance
just absorb this instant
if a pictures worth a thousand words
then this poetrical image is worth....

let's be honest we dont have a clue
we just take life by the second
and we consider it true
truth be tale we got conned
here's a simple idea
tell this to them
they'll believe ya
no reason for the secrets
find a stranger
become their acquaintance
what's the danger
but here's my secret held in depths
it's mine and you cant have it
its hanging on my stale breath
all my friends were strangers once
all my strangeness will keep our distance

i smiled at her she smiled at me
it was almost instant
we smiled at dinner we smiled at breakfast
she smiled at me i smiled at memories
she smiled when she walked away
i smiled after she decided to stay
just a smile goes a long way more than any mile
so have a smile take a smile and go **** yourselves

i smiled at her she smiled at me
it was almost instant
we smiled at dinner we smiled at breakfast
she smiled at me i smiled at memories
she smiled when she walked away
i smiled after she decided to stay
just a smile goes a long way more than any mile
so have a smile take a smile and go **** yourselves

These glasses hold power over my liver and my best
the fluids help me get by with my time before rest
ill strike the match to burn away the bridges
take a few to inhale the smoke of my addictions
laid to bed ill worship the flesh like its my altar
write a note leave a notch still i wont falter
tragic how i became a tragedy and threw away remembrance
fantastic how i live in a fantasy of some sense of a resemblance
frozen in my ways i feel deaths cold grasp
burning with passions of old times elapsed
hiding behind a glass and exhaling my fears
will time show the wear and tear through my years
i got my good pals jack and jim to talk me through the worst
i got a cloud of malboros to retain me from urge
i have you by my side my dear but I cant be I with you
say it aint true but i cant stop what im bound to put you through
time will reveal the secrets in the dirt laid to rest i hope they burn
stand by me and your bound to wanna forget somethin u wish u hadnt learned
but ill hold my tongue and you will let yours wild heads up hands down hearts crowned
i wish i didnt have that day when ill scar your beauty with a permanent frown

as for me i wont do the best i can
so ill apologize for not being a man
you have become quite the woman that i admire
im a ******* who loves to follow desire
words are just words pain is just hurt
love is just our disease
we do wat we must just to feel pleased
and ima ghost who cant outshine my past so please dont be  so quick to get unraveled
by the path that my heart seems to travel
and its a shame that the sound of my footsteps as i walk away will resonate and seem to play a song that i wont ever forget from the day that im dead to you
im a wreck and its best to see me off im a beast that cant be fixed by the natural means
i drink and inhale the chaos of my own storm its the only way i feel comfortable so i apologize but you dont have to forgive
call me wat you want but dont call me in the morning because of cause and effect of affections you still have your life to live

It sticks to you and defines
They categorize your mind
Not a person will see past the generic
Every wants what costs most
Less amounts to the host
Brand on my name is in infinit
I am myself me
A person you can't see
Whose name is free

31020220 I'll never forget but why must I remember
Cryptic in order explosive in thought but why did you deliver

It happened so abruptly
To someone close to me
With bones like lasers fixated
It was impossible to not yell
The loss of an unknown love
Unrecommended personal hell
And hope for a life above
But the tears of a woman out weighweigh the hands of a man
Unresponsible she couldn't handle the pressure what a sad plan

I watched her go time after minutes
She was Breaking records call Guinness
Round and round went the sound as the needle sat on the records wound
Eyes green as a circuitboard
Chest is large as any *****
Bound by lost and found forever the ***** and the brown hound
Had to be some kind of upset
What my heart set up to foreget
What's the rush my lovely lush
Not aall secrets are hush lust

I can't seem to figure out how to
Anything that's is nothing well beyond most
I pant and sieve you winner spot through
Everything has this something spelt we yawn chose
Decide to make sense of the feelings that aren't solely emotional
Play victim place blame I hope everyone sees the tear reflect
Deep writhe create cents ****** and peeling at harm closely irrational
Days well spent laced claims I wrote every none these fear affects
But no more time for stupid plain and simple when the standards you set
Are above what you will ever expect
And but stop no wrong is what I get
Its routine after six days I mirror what shines
So full pastel and haze I hear her gut...spine
I've got saint nicks naughty list with a compendium of my flaws
But there can't be a haughty miss sin duh explain to them blood soaked paws

But here's where things take a twist like
Undear fair painstaked make lists finite
I'll save my breath with your three flaws and not try to reconstruct your paper walls
And then again
And then again
And then again
There we went again
Here we go again
The gloves are...not all the way on just like this love for you its finger nail deep beneath the skin I let you win as you insist that my love don't persist and that all I consist is of tryst and false bliss in my own mess but no no no my only miss I think I should finally take a hit squeeze and missdirect as you say I'm a control freak but to lazy to do anytimg palms cut string free so you win soak in the belief you are my hip o' critical to face and speak the worst...I meant words that need to be heard not now but first hide behind wrist in glass chains coated in tares deep within your hair warehouse of wearmse...and dig me into your earth's dirt and hurt and flirt and blurt to the berm about my error report and burst the urns of metamettled self respect and discontent with loves intent to forgive and pretense to pretend to fore get self right us depend, anci of persons all d. Out the door and through the neighbors hoody tighten the string to the is all cough n gusts of self pit e turn it team work out the probable it tee it off down the disk course of Mize pinnacle ought tomb ashes word-of cheek to sheet teeth to concrete but feelings abstracts don't Co interreaction for your lustrousity that pumps ***** like monuments of the dead and the villian played out to dyer for the story must always end so I contend bed time eternal lines destroy and maim-tain positive loss cause and affectional misdewreck it all forlorn the cause breath take a pause and paste the wasted hate pros claim mist true tha foul knitting grisly tails of fend ding in finite leadin breed of my sad is ticks fuel done relation to ships will captained with jacked spare old detales a resting develop mind with the plank tons under her toe like dancers on a soul


Happily ever

We've tried this not so merry go round on this what you see-saw
Yet at the pique you grasp my hand and laugh as I fall
In broken bones humpty dumpty chuckles at my sights
Pants of magma you set the pace and read me my rights
A criminal of love a parolee of despair king of isolates
Turn back to a time when time couldn't be turned its you I hate

Had it been because I hadn't cleaned my tracks?
Had it been because when I cast light I attacked?
But now I see the chaos in the world, I let the king go to that dark place,
Into darkness we were hurled, and the only sadistic face,
It was a place only after sunset that the nymph had witnessed alone but me and my fictional love stayed to long tonight,
A waste of land and bitter resents but it was fitnessed as home for the ones murdered in blood and paved with demise, the millions destroyed emerged as a civilization on its verge but the king and servant saw this as no heavent we had conquered life and the next as well, we took the land and gave them hell, and I was the devil at the end of the blade and before I woke I heard my king returned as a child say..... I'm looking for my grandpa arturo insidious