Those voices in my head are not mine
They are trying to defeat me
I'm sick and tired of them
Voices won't let me dream no more
Won't let me be who I wanna be
I'm losing it all
Mind,life and soul
I'm shouting deep inside
Crying for some help
Sometimes I feel so strong
Like I could change the whole world by myself
Then voices return and rip my soul
Depression,suicidal thoughts
They are not mine
I should be happy,shouldn't I?
People promise to love you
But they love nobody but themselves
I need a stranger's shoulder to cry on
Somebody to look me in the eyes
And prove me I'm not alone
God, those buildings are so high
At times I can imagine my body falling from them
But when it comes closer to the ground,I regret
That's not what I want
This can't be my end
I promise I have things to do here,dear voices
Please let me stay
Let me alone
You are not mine

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say, stay in there, I'm not going
to let anybody see
you.
there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I pur whiskey on him and inhale
cigarette smoke
and the ****** and the bartenders
and the grocery clerks
never know that
he's
in there.

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say,
stay down, do you want to mess
me up?
you want to ***** up the
works?
you want to blow my book sales in
Europe?
there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too clever, I only let him out
at night sometimes
when everybody's asleep.
I say, I know that you're there,
so don't be
sad.
then I put him back,
but he's singing a little
in there, I haven't quite let him
die
and we sleep together like
that
with our
secret pact
and it's nice enough to
make a man
weep, but I don't
weep, do
you?