all I wanted was you.
at first it was mutual,
then things changed.
I still wanted you
but,
you wanted ***.
I fell for your game
and when you left,
things became real.
you hurt me,
you taught me a lesson.
how could I be so blind?
I thought I wanted you forever.
but you were never good enough.
your eyes told some pretty lies,
the way your voice sounded,
at 2am.
the things you said,
the dates we went on,
I'll never forget.
all those nights you were sleeping in my bed.
you seemed so perfect,
the way you held me.
you made me feel so good.
but as soon as things started falling apart,
you turned into a monster.
you destroyed me,
physically and emotionally
with your blows,
and your words.
you were the best and the worst.

you're breaking my heart.
eyes so sad,
at 3am,
it's been a year.
I'm still here waiting for you,
remember when you told told me you loved me?
I do.
we were laying in my bed,
it was late,
we just finished talking about life,
how we thought it all ended.
I miss those nights,
when i was close to you.
now if I wanna be close,
I put on the jacket you gave me.
it still smells like you.
I don't know how to move on.
I can't give rid of your clothes,
or throw away those letters.
no person or thing can replace how you made me feel.
you held me so close and tight,
like I was all you'd ever need
I don't remember when things changed,
you no longer need me,
but here I am,
still waiting for you,
you to text or call,
or throw rocks at my window,
just like how you used to.
every time I think I'm okay,
memories flood back in.
I'm back where I started,
when you left.
broken and alone
I will never give my heart away
to anyone like I did to you.
you made me so happy,
but now I'm barely able to breathe,
you took everything,
you left me with nothing,
but a broken heart
bruised and destroyed,
black and blue.
everything's dark now,
there is no light,
and no one will help me out.