like a child running thru a flock of geese enjoying the rush or that same child flying with arms wide open down the aisle of the local grocery store saying, "hi" to every unique face. Not thinking about what someone thinks, not bogged down by troubles that the world has brought upon themselves but looking thru a pair of curious eyes where the world is beautiful, where every person is interesting. Creating fun out of a shoe box, the colander that mom drained the water from noodles for the spaghetti last night, and a wooden spoon slaying a dragon that happens the family dog asleep/ the carefree laughter of butterfly kisses from mom in public. Not caring if someone laughs at them, because she doesn't see them only their mother's smile. It's the presence of innocence to make you believe in people again......
That's what freedom looks like; in case you were wondering

An unsteady tempo beats in my temples/ I speak in a strange tongue, an unknown dialect escapes my lips/ curious watchful glazes litter the uneven room that I slowly navigate/ it rocks back and forth, I ask, " where is the captain to this ship"? Those watchful eyes I mentioned now look with laughter some with disgust/ it is a must no imperative to find an area of safety/ I hate it but the constant swaying has cause sickly bowels/ as I continue to speak the strange language an even stranger liquid I begin to spew forth! What's happening!!?? Now darkness is all I see before me/ it seems like days/ I remember nothing/ I awake to see the that I am in different rocking ship/ more watching eyes/ I still speak the same unknown language hearing the same uneven tempo.......will this dream ever end? Will I be forever doomed to repeat the same cycle? Well, at least I have something for this persistent thrist

They say you are a contradiction of life! No you are a contradiction of the norm and the mundane/ you're raw and unchanging/ different and amazing/ the embodiment of the excellence that's missing in this damaged world/ so stop running from who and what you are and only run towards fate/ as you may be the only one who can save us from our sad state....

I can barely breathe, time stands still as if I was a stone sentinel
I nary see another soul but yours/ droplets of rain dance around you as it pours
she is the star in their broadway show
she looks up, her stare stops the heart from beating,for that look killed the person I once was
I could swear you're under a street light, but oh no thats a natural glow, one that I must know
standing there piegon toed unsure of yourself
but I was sure of one thing, you were going to be caught; by me
only in my thoughts I see
a peek of the unique mystique emitting from a sleek physique
I imagine your words would stimulate and activate the left and right brain
I anticipate and steady await the gorgeous life we might obtain
happiness through one mind and one flesh
proof that we stood against time and fate's test
my tangible love; passion embodied
we fit hand and glove; I stand enthralled
in awe of what the heavens have brought
the lead role in my eyelid movies
in your departure the heavens must've fought to keep you,
but instead guided you to me
the girl whose eyes are of a radiant hue
oh how I must have you,
my dear electric blue......

Encased in its beauty
Calmed by its warmth
Fueled by its passion
Let its insatiable will consume me
For I was but an ember, but the fires of thy love have awakened every fiber in my being
Now i live once again! Rescued from the dark asylum; released from a hollowed prison into your hallowed ***** by thy cleansing justice
You have filled this empty vessel with something not even love can express
flooded it with truth that can withstand any false attack!
And with that may the armour that you have gifted me reflect the brillance of your unbrideled love forever
Unwavering; Bound by your Flame

Endless shade blanket the heavens
Birds cease their beautiful melodies
Oceans stand still as the moon halts its protective light
The sun dying; hiding behind the horizon
Time has takes her hands off this forsaken place
soon forgotten and lost by the one that created it
Life relinqished; spirit fades and the fire inside extingushed from mere words spoken transformes one wraith-like
Walking the desolate plains seeking atonement for sins one hast not committed
Trials are not held for one such as I, only ******* awaits this guilty innocent
despite the blackness that surrounds there are embers in this withering heart that still flicker for my emotional sadist
Loves executioner/
in my folly, shackled, I'm still pursuing her
so to the stars, moon, and sun never shine your light again because then
soon it will be cold enough for you to want me to hold you