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Lindsey McCarty Jun 2010
Will we ever see eachother eye to eye?
Or will everything you told me turn out as a lie?
Everywhere I turn, I see your name, it's on the wall.
Too weak to bear this heartache, my hope begins to slowly fall.

Hope for happiness has vanished, nothing to look forward to.
Wearier to discover my love was but a joke to you.
My whole body begins to shake as I imagine a life without a guide.
I still feel the spark between us, even after you cheated and lied.

I'm beginning to notice all of this is a game you've created inside your head.
I set my heart to every lie you fed me, believed every 'I love you' said.
As I wollow, becoming more hopeless with every shortened breath.
To careless to live, awaiting for the day of my welly yearned death.

My dripping wrists are being scraped with this tiny shard of rust.
So this is my alternative to our passionate lust?
If pain is all that gives me drive to live.
I'll pick up every scent of my blood and breathe it all in.

I've replaced the moaning and pleasure for sobs of agony.
If only you did care that soon, you'll be the death of me.
Exempt from a heart beating in my chest, I start to drift away.
Her whole body, numb and broken, getting sicker everyday.

No one cares for her goodbyes, as she prepares to leave.
Her only choice was to die without love, or so she did believe.
With bloodshot eyes, and her soul still shading rotten.
Her red blood goes out to the girl this cold world has forgotten.
Lindsey McCarty Mar 2010
Black and white keys are beautifully stroked,
Under these tips, her true feel is cloaked.

The magic of the symphony, hymens her to play,
As music escapes her aching soul, the mind is left a sway.

For this is the only break from the madness, her only place for peace,
So her fingers wind wildly, as the emotions in the air increase..

Her get away to another home is found within the keys,
So she plays her dil, and the music goes still, freedom and happiness, finally at ease.
Lindsey McCarty Jan 2010
Where you're standing
Is where I want to be
Jealousy and loneliness
Is just a lost part of me.
Lindsey McCarty Mar 2010
The star outshining the whole entire sky,
All the other twinkling want to know the reason why.

Why they can't have some sympathy, they all urge to fly,
All glowing bright as they begin to intertwine.

So why must one, and not them all share the righteous fame,
Given by Lord and Heaven above, they all were built the same.

So as these stars perservere beauty, they all know the real,
That they're all stars in their own way, as glory fails to seal.
Lindsey McCarty Jan 2010
Gave you what you wanted
And you threw away my heart
How could you leave me alone
Scared and ripped apart.

Yet I'm still confused
I always thought you were true
I guess what I thought
Is starting to cut through.

Us was just a dream
Now only a nightmare
How could this be what I wanted?
This side of you I wasn't aware.
Inspired By Nathan Hartman...
Lindsey McCarty Feb 2010
She longs to fit in, and feel like she's wanted,
The neverendingness of being laughed at and taunted.

Doesn't consider the future, or what her loved ones would think
She puts that bottle to her lips and gulps down a swig-

She forces down a few more, as her friends do as well
The dizziness kicks in and the headaches excel

She's completely indifferent, taken over by her mind
Her body is functioned in all ways unkind

In the morning is only when she figures out
The ones she thought who were friends, she knew nothing about.

A real friend would pull you away from that situation
Instead they were amused by her risky contemplation.
To the teens being peer pressured, Say NO.
Lindsey McCarty Feb 2010
You lied, and cheated,Shattered my trust,I believed the fake feelings,Was fully blind to your phony lust.There isn't a point,Of shadowing betrayal,The pain and tears and heartbreak, Keep arriving without fail.So, thank-you for my fantasy,Of thinking we were one,The scars inscribed inside my chest,Can never be undone.Friends don't make you choose,Therefore I'm picking for you,Have fun with that ***** *****,Another flake for you to breeze through.So, in the end, i'm the fooled *****,You're just a useless ****,As they say, we are what we eat,So go **** your two inch stick.
Inspired By Nathan Heinz
Lindsey McCarty Jan 2010
If my time came
And I was ready to go
Would you let them take me?
Or would you tell the no.

Would you put up with that fight
If they took me away
Would you throw your soul out
If I couldn't stay.

Would you sacrifice your life
Just to see my face
Would you carry on without me?
Live in Heaven, live in grace.

If you would go with me
You have to take my hand
Follow in my footsteps
Into the Promise land.

Please don't be afraid
You're not all alone
Soon after we get there
It will be our home.

We traveled here together
Hand in hand
The pain and tears are gone now
Can't you see this was his plan.
Inspired By Nathan Heinz

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