Well
Now you know
And as much as I wish you didn't know
You do
And now you always will
But I just want to know
How long have you known?
Because it appears
You've known for a long time
And just haven't told me
And I want to say
That I'm sorry
Because I am
Ancient to talk to you
But you aren't making it easy
Please
Talk to me
Tell me what's going on
I can help you

I secretly hope you read this.

Anyone, for that matter.

There's something about you that draws me to you.

When I look in your eyes I'm lost.
When I see you smile I'm in heaven.
When you say my name, it's like a chorus of angels singing.
When you hold me happiness engulfs my entire body.
When you kiss me -- god when you kiss me -- I'm flying.

But you seemed to stop talking to me.
I don't know what I did wrong.
I must have done something wrong, if you haven't conversed with me normally in several days.
I just wish you would tell me what I did wrong.
But it seems that you're pushing me away.
That's how it feels.
But no matter how many times you deny me, I will always come back to you.
I will continue to try.

Why?

Because you mean something to me.

*And it's the first time in a long time that anyone has meant something to me like this.

it looks like
he's gone away
and won't be returning
he came
and he left
just like that
within seconds of arriving
he was gone
and now I'm alone
again
like I will be
forever
but I pray
that I'm wrong
that he'll come back
that he won't go
because I care about him
more than I should
I don't want him to leave
he should be here
with me
in my arms
and hopefully
he's just busy tonight
and he hasn't got the time
to talk with me
and whatever I am to him
but he has no idea
how much he means to me
and how much it will hurt
if he goes away
forever

it looks like I'll be
crying myself to sleep
again
tonight
just like I did
last night
and the night before that
and the night before that
and the night before that...

The flip of a page
The scratch of a head
The crack of a bone
Simultaneously
The ring of a phone
The slam of a door
The creak of the wood
Simultaneously
The scratch of a pen
The tick of a clock
The breath of a boy
Simultaneously
All things come together
To meet the call of fate
To be used for a purpose
Simultaneously
Calling out to each other
Filling in empty space
Catching a random eye
Simultaneously
Harmonizing with the world
Falling into place
Finding where they belong
Simultaneously
Singing, dancing, laughing
Clapping, talking, running
Falling, calling, smiling --
Simultaneously.