Lindsey Eleanor

Lindsey Eleanor Nov 2012

Winter closes in on all I've ever known
I can't make it out alive
The secrets that I've are etched into my soul
I feel as if I could die

But who cares what you say about me now?
I'm not listening no more
Who cares if you fall to your knees?
You walked out my door
I'm so through with you, so goodbye
You're so mean to me, with your lies
You should learn from this, over time
I'm so through with you, so goodbye

All these scars on my heart have brought me down
I'm just wasting away
Everything is dark around me now
Even in the light of day

But who cares what you say about me now?
I'm not listening no more
Who cares if you fall to your knees?
You walked out my door
I'm so through with you, so goodbye
You're so mean to me, with your lies
You should learn from this, over time
I'm so through with you, so goodbye

Lindsey Eleanor Nov 2012

I'm Here

Last night, even though you didn’t say anything, I could tell you were in pain. There was something in your eyes. So I held you. I wrapped my arms around you and stroked your hair and kissed your neck. And you started to come back to me. And I want you to know that I am here for you. I’m not going to leave.

Lindsey Eleanor Nov 2012

You

I can’t stop thinking about you. You. God, even when I just say that word, off I go, smiling like an idiot. When I’m with you, I can be me. I feel comfortable around you. I may not have known you long, and you may have heard things about me, but I’m not the same me I was a month ago. When we touch all I feel is warmth. When we kiss all I see is joy. When you hold me all I feel is happiness. Please, don’t be afraid of my past. Of the ghosts that follow me. And don’t be afraid of losing me because of something you might do. It takes a lot to scare me off. Just trust me. Please, know how I feel. Don’t be the one I lost.

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