How do you deal
When they never taught you how to feel
How do you climb
When they could never be your net
How do you cope
When they were your only hope
How do I live?
When my heart gives 
How do I not bleed out 
When your words cut right through me
How do I grow?
When i have to show you just the way To go
How do I become my own? 
When I want to always be yours. 
How do I become what you never were. 
When you could never show me what you should have been
How do I become everything you are
When I can't handle the flaws 
Everything I'll ever be I owe to you
Everything I am came from the pieces of you
For everything you've done wrong 
You've done a million right
As deep as these wounds are 
Our bond is written in blood...

As true as the morning sun

Every time..
You leave Scars across my heart. 
And as you walked away
All that was left was your stain 
This will never fade
With each day 
There's only pain

Now part of me is gone 
How can I stay
I can't fight this way
There's nothing left

But there will never come a day
When I'll sway 
I'm here til the day I die

As everything falls away
I know you'll see 
You can have faith in me

A light in the dark
A love to pure
She was never so sure 
It'll start with a kiss, 
Two rings, 
And a vow 
They'll forever be together now

What if I say what I'm feeling
What if I tell you whats inside
What if I finally let you inside
What if I break down all the walls inside
What if for once I don't try to hide
What if I show you every side
What if your the right one this time
What if I trust in love just for you
What if I actually let you through 
What if I finally say I'm truly in love with you.

...when all your time is gone  
       I'm sure you'll see 
  You can have faith in me

As Years go by
As World falls away
When Everything you love has decayed

         When the world falls away
          I know you'll see 
          You can have faith in me

With every breath I breathe you in
Within every battle I feel your strength
With every day I grow more hollow
Within everyday without you here
With everyday I live for you
And everyday I feel your love
Still everyday I feel regret
In living everyday without you here. 

With everyday I see what's true 
I will always wish I could have had more time with you 
But everyday I feel your guidance 
And I wake each day knowing your here with me
I know you will guide me through
Even when I can't possibly be enough.

You said you'd never let me fall
but you did
Now I'm lying on the ground
my heart in my hands
And your nowhere to be found.


In the back of my head I always knew
That's why I never let you through.