I'm trying to scream
But nothing comes out
I'm in pain but no-one is about
I'm lost in my world of sorrow and guilt
And all I want is to get out of the darkness
But I'm stuck here with just little light
The demons and monsters are coming
They are telling me things to do
I cant even forget about...
I cant take it anymore...
Its time for me to give in, to give up
Do what they say
I took this **** thing I pooped it in my mouth
I put one in then two three four five
Then everything gets dizzy and I faint
I wake up and I'm surrounded by them
They tell me to take something else
I do it once twice even more than three times
I get higher and higher
I start forgetting everything
Now I'm in my own world with colors and spirals and even butterfly's
When I forgot everything I felt happy
I'm free its a whole new me
But while I take more of this it leads me down the path no-one wants to go
It leads to hell
They want me to forget what actually happening
I stop and I realized whats going on...