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Liliana Sep 2011
The unspoken entity, that follows me daily. Whether it be upon my back burdening me with its weight heavy in emotions and dark thoughts… or at a distance hidden but felt easily. The darkness… that is the beast’s shadow. While its shadow may weigh heavily upon any who fall prey to its feel, the beast itself is a force to be reckoned with. Those that have fought off the beast know that even being in its presence is the lowest that they have ever found themselves within the depths of their minds. However, those that have only experienced its shadow know that the beast’s shadow is not easily dealt with either. So we must drudge on until we find a moment in which we might escape the beast and it’s shadow all together.


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the beast for me =the deepest depression and despair...aka very close to suicide
its shadow = any level of unhappyness that is not too deep
the darkness= both the beast and its shadow...but can mean either or both
Liliana Sep 2011
The serenity of my mind’s eye brings me to the most wondrous place I have ever been. As I step the crevice in the mountainous rock face, it widens, bringing me to a large cavern. I step further into the cavern’s expansive main chamber, I come upon three tunnels…each different and unique in appearance. However, the one that intrigues me the most has a faint glow coming from it. As I step towards the tunnel cautiously, the glow a distinct blue haze. I dare not tarry any longer than necessary, so I pick up my pace to finally come to the end of the long tunnel. My breath catches within my breast as the tunnel opens up into another cavern that seems to go for miles on end. Beneath my feet, I come to realize the feel of something soft yet prickly. I bend down to investigate and to my astonishment find that I am standing on grass. This is no ordinary grass as it is a dark bluish black with a soft faint glow to it. As my eyes adjust further to the new light source, I find that the cavern is filled with plants of the same color and faint glow. All of these plants as far as I can see, are ten times the size as their real life counterparts. My eyes then wander skywards as movement catches my gaze. It is then I notice black vine-like tendrils swaying back and forth within a nonexistent breeze, the very tips of which also glow faintly, brushing up against the plants upon the ground lightly. It’s then that I come to from my venture into the depths of my mind. I sit here not only further at peace with myself, but in awe of the beauty I just witnessed. I also await my next venture within that wondrous world I have discovered.


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(not really a poem...but i find my ventures while meditating to be poetic themselves)
743 · Sep 2011
the unknown male...
Liliana Sep 2011
As I find myself in a state of sorrow, one look from his brown eyes, lifts my spirits greatly. As he nuzzles into my embrace, the smile that plays about my features grows ever more brightly with each moment he continues to show his love. As I lean down to kiss the top of his head, his excitement for my affection and love…begins to show in his being greatly.


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652 · Nov 2011
Winter...
Liliana Nov 2011
Winter, I long for your embrace
Your icy tendrils of wind beckon me to your cold embrace
How I long to get lost within you
Your white wall of fury closing in upon me
Chilling me, till my heat stops beating as your cold, dead night swallows me whole

Winter, you have swallowed me whole, yet I still feel
Why do you continue to torment and tease my being
Please I beg of thee...
Let your cold, dark wintery death consume me so that i may blink out of this...existance

I know spring is approaching, but do not weaken
You have immobilized me thus far, end the pain...and consume me completely


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637 · Oct 2011
<too dark for a title>
Liliana Oct 2011
As I chase a shadow within the night's embrace

I feel the ground tugging at my feet

Looking around and all I see is death surrounding me

The tombstones, they seem to dance around me and mock my existance

I run as fast as my legs will carry me, away from the feel of the night

Roots unearth themselves, tripping and ensnaring me

They pull me down and I scream for assistance and help...but no one answers that call

No sound passes my lips as I am left to fight them off

~Alone again and forevermore~




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630 · Oct 2011
<too dark to be titled>
Liliana Oct 2011
Stepping out of the sun and into the shadowy cool water of the river

I feel a soft, gentle pull not only at my feet, but at my back towards the sun

Glancing back briefly at the sun before the river tugs at me, urging me onward

Each step I take, it becomes more cold and dark the further and further I am away from the warth of the sun

The tug of the river becomes too much as I lay down, submitting to its pull

Helpless to its strength as no one is there to pull me up from drowning in the river

I glance back once more hoping that someone will save me

Seeing no one, with my last bit of energy I whisper, "I'm sorry" to an unknown source

I can't breath, I can't fight it...

So I bleed out to numb the pain as the river finally drags me under...claiming my life.



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616 · Sep 2011
nameless poem/song
Liliana Sep 2011
I look out the window, seeking sweet serenity
closing my eyes as the silence and darkness, seep in around me
Reaching out and wanting your touch
clinging to life, as i crave your love and passion
Can you hear me calling out as I fade into the background
wishing for another chance at this life
I hope your concious stays crystal clear...
...as I bleed out for you
My hearts bleeding as I scream your name
wishing things were better off between us
I hope this was worth it for you...




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606 · Sep 2011
the darkness...
Liliana Sep 2011
I feel the darkness slowly creeping in as I cry out for your embrace, but my cries fall on deaf ears. The darkness takes hold… I weep and plead for your attention and affection. Still you turn your cheek and allow the darkness to take hold of me. The sickness that ails me has become my demise as the darkness drags me further into its lair. All I wanted was your embrace, to be held with true want and compassion. Now that you have shunned me so fiercely, I fear this day the darkness has acquired my sanity once more.


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