And here I am again
Cold as deaths hands
My eyes won’t look the same
My fingertips are slightly grey
And I haven’t slept in days

Maybe I should try for something new
How could I compare him to you
Laying in bed I think of you
Saying that I have a clue
But only if you knew
I guess I had to learn to push through
A broken promise I lose
While I lay with someone new
And maybe if I’m not sober ill get through
Learn how to get over you

Have you gotten any clue
I’m smiling
While my heart aches for you.
An I think of jumping now
But nothing will touch the ground
And he makes me smile to
Cause I keep telling me it’s you
Thinking about it now
Is this a rebound

Oh here I am again
Seeing two and then I can’t stand
But youll look passed that to
Little white candies
I see five and I’ve taken two

I wanna just end it then they'd care,
as I lay with my face violently bare.
why do they not care..
you see a smile is so simple to fake
A simple comment to light up their day
While inside I waste away
Maybe if they see me hang…
my call for help wouldn't be a smile for some else
Just maybe…
my smile you see even that left me...
just a hollow shell of what once was.
an that’s all I’ll ever be
Just sit all alone
Maybe it would help if I was ******...

I take the knife
but is it really worth my life?
your not here
I’m not full of cheer
I can’t think straight
it’s like I’m on a freight
heart races
mind paces
do you really care
Pls tell me if ur there..
I take the knife
but is it worth my life?
my heads hurting
nothing is working.
my hands shake
my wrist ache
i can’t come to
this was way past due
I take the knife
and I take a life