I've been battling and playing in a game of life;
Barely living, just breathing— yet luckily, I survived.
As I play the game, I roll a die;
I hope the death come to me, so I can die.
Unexpectedly— In this hell, I found my own paradise,
A sanctuary for me, despite my heavy demise.
For the first time, I saw heaven that can suffice,
When I look in those ethereal eyes.
But, the world seems to favor sorrows;
It's like hitting me with a million arrows,
As it takes you away and placed you so far.
I can never take you back even I soar.
My heart yearns, can't breathe and it makes me feel greed,
Because you're the oxygen of my life that I always need.
In this hell, we once built our own paradise—
In our home where our restless souls lie,
In the arms of each other, where the two of us were happy,
Presumptuous, and doing anything for us freely.
The one and only by my side, my entire reason for living—
And the one and only they took, that made me itch again for dying.
Because I devote my whole life to you,
Even my world and universe too.
For you, there'll be no limitations, as you are the limitless;
And I am chasing eternity— for our foreverness.
Even if we were punished and reborn again,
I'll find you once more and we will meet again.
永. ∞