The poems I write are just depressing...
It’s about my loneliness...emptiness...my depression..my anxiety...and I can go on..
Why?
Cause that’s what I grew up with...
Same ****...but different days..
However...
There comes this ray of tender sunlight
Blooming through my darkness
Untangling my strips of dullness
And wrapping me with thick and pure happiness
Stitching my broken pieces with its warm smile
Filling my empty spaces with rich love
Holding me securely with its blissful hands

I am alive and surviving because of this sunlight

Everyone deserves sunlight and I need him to blossom :)

Hugging the bear feels like cuddling you
Holding the bears brown paws feels like holding your safe hands
Giving a soft peck feels like kissing your cheek
Rubbing its clustered fur feels like my fingers rummaging through your raven hair
Placing my palm feels like stroking your fine cheek
Hitting it’s fuzzy nose feels like comforting you with a nosey kiss
Chattering to the bear feels like calming you after a cry

~ Everything you do feels like you’re with them...you will only feel that if you’re with the right person

•And you’re the right one for me “V”...even though you’re miles away....you are the one ♡•

Deep in it goes
Slowly...everything grows..

Eyes deluge in tears
Thoughts flushed with fears
Palpitations,
my heart hammering
Pondering...
What on ****** earth is happening ?!

And there it was...

The Turbid aroma of iron
And there goes the siren
“Why do you do it?”
“Why do you slit?”

Driblets of..
Thick blood
Tinted with scarlet mellow
“Why you ask again?”
Because my pain
Rambles me in hollow

Or...

“You’re useless”
“You’re such a curse”
“You’re choked with bitterness”
“Worst...you’re the worse”

“Who’s saying it?”
The hideous side of me
Stuck in a...
Dim..
Chasmic pit

“So...”
“Where is the pit?”

“....settled in me”

~This is what I call Depression

Just to let you know
Whatever pain you’re going through
Isolation/depression/anxiety/pain...
Always remember..
You’re not alone
There’s someone out there
Maybe not just someone...
A group of people out there lending you a hand
Grasp it....grip...clench it
You’re done drowning in the deep sea
You need air...fresh air...warm sunlight
You deserve the mellow light from the empty darkness
Keep that in mind

It wasn’t your fault
I agree people mistake sugar for salt
You were sweet like honey
Along the journey....
Your sweetness decayed
Crystallising bitterness

At the end...

You left me betrayed and senseless