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May 2017 · 238
No feeling
Lil K-1 May 2017
This rap and Poetry thing makes no sense
Y'all like something I wrote
But if I write something that I cope
Then try to make it sound dope
I'm trying too hard
Give up
I'm not getting that far
Gasp for air when I spit fast
Staying up for days when I get mad
Can't be around when I get sad
At the time I had a fragile bubble
Cause when you pop it
I black out waking up founding out i'm in such trouble
Phone ring
Hearing my parents say i'm on the double
So as they Push the throttle
I Grab the bottle
Acting like a i'm drunk when i'm stuck in sorrow  
But I realize that the bottles empty
Where did it go
Did I drink it swiftly
How many cells did I **** up in me
....
The world that I see man its gone and vanish
Woke up in this land with no eyes attended
I don't wanna speak cause I'm so offended
Hearing people walking trying dis my sentence
So I cut my ears made me fully senseless
Cause next it was my tongue and nerves
Do finally get this?
.......
No feeling
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Apr 2017 · 235
A Bit of the Pressure
Lil K-1 Apr 2017
I ask questions
I can mind my business
My nose has strong sent
That doesn't mean I have to hunt for realist
...
Some people make the realist prohibit
So models are manikins now
The category of the fakest description
...
Checking phones
To see who's on
Hiding things from people who try to stay for very long
Never spoke words of it
Until they dead and gone
Hearing heart beat going slow
Like its a controlled metronome
...
I mean
Getting stab by a friend
Now a days seems cool
Even getting shot
And to live you had to hide
So i hid in water
And start drowning in a pool
Not knowing what to do
....
Every step I take makes wonder if I can trust you too
Apr 2017 · 242
Darkest Room
Lil K-1 Apr 2017
I'm sitting in this noisy chair
Thinking why silence is my violence to my biggest fear
...
And my goodest friend
So I don't mind if it reappear
I threw the Gen
...
Cause I want to remember everything I dealt with
Better yet
Took it and accept it
....
Understand better
My moves to situations became clever
Then why I'm still the one to lose
.....
I guess I'm use to it
Want it to stop
It can't be conclued
...
Cause the things we focus on leave us looking weak and stupid
....
My darkestness
In the room
Apr 2017 · 1.2k
*-*
Lil K-1 Apr 2017
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I got people that could be apart of me
Just structure your liver and artery
I don't want to be crazy
I got to be
Similar vision?
I gotta see
Out of me
....
Just to get a different picture
Never change a rapper channel
Cause when they started spitting
They spitting to different meaning
Specifically what you reading
This is my way of feeding
My little brother who stay dreaming
Letting go of people who had me drinking lean
Straight leaning
I can't believe I haven't died
Cause of the way I've been sleeping
......
Headphones cords around my neck cause I love music
....
That USB cord
....
My meaning of U Simpaly Basic
.....
No one can judge
Especially me
Cause I sleep up in the basement
....
The concrete can be colder than my heart
Or hotter than my hottest part
....
That's why I got a studio
And a slash movie show
So the flames can bring smoke more than a hooka bro
.....
When y'all gone stop looking down at me
I already passed the human growth
Apr 2017 · 209
<><><><>
Lil K-1 Apr 2017
Freestyle
never be writing
I always be typing
we not controlled but we remotely dividing
Wait
If you ever see me be crying
...
Then I  
Put stitches through my broken mirror
.....
Filled the cracked
I lit the match
The match is bright
Just so you can see me clearer
.....
The anger me
Man its kinda scary
.....
I hurt myself
I ask myself for help
Welp
...
It kinda seems that im self centered
.....
I'm a sinner sinning
Apr 2017 · 256
I remember
Lil K-1 Apr 2017
My heart is pounding
I'm lost
So good luck finding what I found
Muscle and tissue I wish I can tear it
Cause how I hustle pound after pound
Brain and lyrics
The lyrical rthyme is coming out my hair
My problem is just that I cant scream that loud
No wonder why I didn't see my father so proud
Basically
Not at all
.....
Out of four years separated
My brain became less educated
To be educated
Though i was motivated
To paint a picture to my brother head of better placing  
But to teach my little brother
Don't he need the education??
....
Okay then
.....
Good house to Grandma house
You talk smack, you get smacked out
Is what I was raised in
My inner talents is what help me cave in
Mostly everything you try to put a page in
....
I guess i'm talking to a mirror
......
Reflections can't help me reflect on how everything seem bitter
Knowing everyone has a taste of demons and sinners
You sinner beginners
Making me think on how I went crazy
For my squad and my best friend Sadie
Like I'm over a hundred and thirty Hades  
From a kind heart that was known to be a kidder
...
All in my mind was reality
I remember
Apr 2017 · 275
See my Point
Lil K-1 Apr 2017
Can you be a mirror for a second
As I stand here telling my message
Do you determine hell
As heaven
When you holding a weapon
Your living is failing
......
OH
You finally wondering just what i'm telling
You reading and finally feeling just what i'm spelling
The beatings that I had from people had stop the swelling
Until I woke and became the realist shhh you ever smelling
That a shame
......
Cause i'm not J cole
Not Kendrick
Not Logic
Not even Tech 9ne when he spit slow
....
See my point
Apr 2017 · 236
Faded Shadow
Lil K-1 Apr 2017
Death is known to be a memory
Pushing to live life with out an enemy
Dodging friends who pretend to be
How would you fell of getting hurt in the dirt
That's known to be the industry
.....
I sit back as I sip my tea
Watch myself get caught up
See the beef start up
Asking how did we get of part of
.......
Before I could finish the battle begun
Moving in sync  
When the battle was over
Spitting blood in a sink
Man that sticks
I lost a tooth
But I didn't
How can you tell
I only stay
Then I fade
As the day driven
.......
You'll see me in the light
Never in the dark
I'm attach who i'm apart of
As soon as the person life starts
......
A faded shadow
Apr 2017 · 204
...'.;.'.'..
Lil K-1 Apr 2017
Things I stay strong for
Train
And build up my spine cord
Just to stay balance as time being worth more
Then being cut
From your luck
Ending up
Being stuck
In this whole of despair
Who give a
Let me hold that in
Burn marks
Bruise spot
Cant add up to all them pills
Trying not to relate to my past
Cause all I did was steal
Still
I could take a chance or two
Sacrificing of hustling is that you gotta move
Taking thoughts out of my head on the way to lose
you say honest is way to go
Then why its hurts when I tell the truth
Apr 2017 · 178
Hang On
Lil K-1 Apr 2017
I think I lost my touch
Tipping over trucks
Hoping to get run over a bus
Remembering my name as it fades away into the dust
........
Things I trust
I cant trust no more
People I loved
Show no love no more
Like how rich turn so poor
Drugs being high in stores
Not meaning the price
I mean high
Til I die
Got a rope
Tie into a tie
Stand on chairs
Checking side to side
To balance tears I leave in side
..........
Hang on
Jan 2017 · 188
My Fault
Lil K-1 Jan 2017
See friends die
See faces go
Hearing reports of dead bodies found
On the side of my ***** road
.......
Dead thoughts
Your head thought
Being cautious
Before the fed spot
Duck down
And vanish
Before you be a head shot
......
Cause
If they starting shooting
I'm having nothing to proven
Just trying to keep it moving
I drop dead
Turning my body
Like a DVD player
Trying to start a movie
.....
Man
I put myself up in that situation
......
I started walking
When they started spraying
.......
I had no jacket
When it started raining
.....
I still was soak
When the water draining
......
More pain
.....
I'm only gaining
Jan 2017 · 200
A Rappers Point of View
Lil K-1 Jan 2017
When no beat on
I'm nervous
Felling like eyes staring
All Voodoo but no cursing
Wait What??
See
Its hard to explain
Daily in the zone
To one day see the crowd
With out a shame
......
Not knowing this can be hard
Everyone can rap
I'm not talking about difference
That people starting it from the dirt
Searching and picking every scratch
..........
It gotta be the paper
Bleeding in your eyes
Cause your homie just made the shirt
Going to his funnel
Hearing people screaming
Oh my god
It still freaking hurt
Remembering all them times
You sat him down
Played a track
And Got to work
Dec 2016 · 213
Mind Set pt. 2
Lil K-1 Dec 2016
Years past by
And I had they back
.......
I was played as a fool
While they laugh and take my racks
......
I cant believe it
.........
Cause I try to make it better
Waking up every morning
Just thinking
To do it clever
.....
No ones up in my circle
......
Hurting, because I'm the one to blame
Feeling like Steve Er cal
.........
My trust
Motivation
And passion
Would never remain the same.
T
Dec 2016 · 212
Mind Set pt. 1
Lil K-1 Dec 2016
Walking with my people
We started reminiscing
.........
We was talking about my struggles
And
Who lurking in them trenches
.......
My heart started hurting
On the people he started mention
.......
Then thought about the bleeding
Never using any stitches
...........
Dec 2016 · 197
Mask Faces
Lil K-1 Dec 2016
Meeting a couple strangers
Making hand shakes
Being posted with the bangers
......
Living life with trust
Man
I thought they'll never change up
........
So truly
They never did
I was just too stupid to see on how they love was
Nov 2016 · 244
Untitled
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
The times y'all hate
Is the time I be
So success in my life
So y'all can see
......
See
I started from bottom
Got my squad back
even if I don't got myself
Every second is a problem
..............
Oh look
he got some nice on
Go get my goons
And bus that spite for him
CLICK
CLACK
BLAOW
.......
The life of a black men
getting gun down
all on sight for him
Nov 2016 · 186
:"Link":
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
https://soundcloud.com/bruhtrack02
Nov 2016 · 193
Well
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
Can you be so bright as the sun
Or
So dark like shadows blur within the moon
Nov 2016 · 189
Stand
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
Judge on who am
Even
What I may be
Thus
Until you see my past
Then
You may speak
Nov 2016 · 501
Scratch
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
This can't be me
Living life
Expressing it
Sheet after sheet
Doesn't make me better
So I start ripping
Sheet after sheet
Then glue them back together
When I feel something deep
Peace after peace
Nov 2016 · 233
Untreated
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
How can you tell me something
That I'm already doing
Why would you yell at me
When you don't have anyway to prove it
I feel untreated
Nov 2016 · 205
Vision
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
Is it better seeing the sun
Than to be blinded in a pit of darkness
Nov 2016 · 231
Why
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
Why
Does it hurt
When your alone
As it is
Suffering
When your together
Nov 2016 · 189
Lost
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
Is it your friends
Or capabilities
That keeps you going
As
Being blinded
Towards your future
Nov 2016 · 206
Your Choice
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
It's hard to push through
But
Easy to give up
Nov 2016 · 465
Strong Thought pt2
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
Waking
To the old me
Hard headed
Arms shredded
Blame people
But its all me
You all see
.......
Minding my own circle
Loving blue
Hating red
Lies within the lies
Man I can't decide
Cause in the middle it's all purple
You tall
or small hurtle
Cause as I write
My words are all verbal
And non- verbal
.......
People analyzing and being disgusted
Throwing dreams
Cause y'all heard'em
Yes
Y'all hurt him
......
Using water splash
To mess up they vision fast
The homie
Squirtle
Squirtle
Nov 2016 · 1.0k
Dbz
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
Dbz
Don't rage me to my potential
I feel non stop
so what can stop
Auto-mic missiles
Charging my ki
When I hold the pencil
Try to save and protect
The world
As my friends and thirst for battle
Is in the middle
Dbz
Nov 2016 · 991
//////
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
I twittle when time passing
my mind is starting from scratch
I'm mine crafting
What's time having
......
Only but a second
That builds up to minutes
Turning into a day
As time pivots
Nov 2016 · 170
I Don't Know
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
I take one turn
And take another
Two wrongs don't make a right
So I guess I can't do this for my little brother
.......
Everyday waking being his shining armor
Showing the good way of life
So when I leave
He can be the greatest father
With the greatest daughter
.....
I think about it everyday so I take two steps further
But still stuck in the same spot
Trying to show skills
what other people can not
Can't stop
......
This ain't no time to get offensive
Nov 2016 · 250
I Give Up
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
I try to make life better
But every turn I fail
Forget nooses and suffocation
I'm taking one shot of Henny
One whole clip
and seeing y'all people in hell
.......
Oh Well
Nov 2016 · 261
Dream
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
Every time when I meet the same friend's they act like television
Emotions switching channels messing up my auto vision
But this not what I'm auto scripting
You hear me ****'en
.....
Cause if you do the same thing
Then you be tripping
They ****** sniffing
Cause
..........
They fear life
But peruse something depending on the price
All the time in my head
I'm asking
who's nice
solving problems with mistakes
Being something you can do twice
Hold up
They acting like two mice
.....
Pinky and the Brain
Becoming the scrapping
OOOO
Let me at em
Just doing the same thing
...
Waking from different night's
But not perusing the same
Dream
Nov 2016 · 234
Right Now
Lil K-1 Nov 2016
Right now
Were having a conversation
Right now
I'm thinking what should I say in this situation
Right now
I'm trying to see what type of vibe we have so I can embrace it
......
Its patience
Cause right now
Time go by
.........
And every single time I feel pain
Cause of the scars of the amount I try
But I shall not cry
At least not right now
......
Looking in the eyes of the beauty
So I shall not frown
Instead
I'll hide that sadness
And risk my life
To give her a crown
When
Right Now
Oct 2016 · 229
Strong Thought
Lil K-1 Oct 2016
I'm a rapper who has a gifted talent
Flowing daily
Trust Me
No sweating habit
But if i'm writing on the ceiling
i'm shocking people under water
Electric Static
.......
As day's go by
I'm searching for my prey
The Upcoming Elmer
I'm hunting wabbit's
......
Now I'm loading my only gun
And missing every shot
Aka
****** Tunes starter packet
Oct 2016 · 199
Attention
Lil K-1 Oct 2016
As I walk this road
Seeing demons and angles
All wanting the same
Oct 2016 · 204
Love Is A Crime
Lil K-1 Oct 2016
See
I try to be a nice guy
Dealing with stress
and commitment
But all that pain I just sat aside
.............
Wishing my life can rewind
But still remember my mistakes within time
.......
Love is a crime
Oct 2016 · 229
Does It Matter
Lil K-1 Oct 2016
People judge
For everything you do
It's not what you can change
It's what you can prove
.......
So does it matter
Changing the way I speak
Everyday is getting sadder
......
And I hide it just with a laughter  
Does it matter
Does it matter
Oct 2016 · 290
Haiku
Lil K-1 Oct 2016
A slipted lost soul
Still walking down a bright road
Broken soul with vision
Sep 2016 · 243
Animatronic
Lil K-1 Sep 2016
Don't know what to do
When death is in every turn
I'm trying to hide
With mistakes I never learn
...........
I wonder and look
For hints to the Sorcery
Before I am found
And once again put to sleep
..........
They are the best pets
I like the one thats so blue
If you know the game
You know this is a Haiku
............
Animatronic
Sep 2016 · 230
Untitled
Lil K-1 Sep 2016
This so bad
I couldn't even think off a title
The love I give can spread out for miles
But when no one takes it
And I give up
Then I'm the one who's evil and foul
...........
I'm throwing in the towel
I'm giving up
Voices that's left in my head
Cause the printer stuck
..........
No Titile
Sep 2016 · 177
Why Me
Lil K-1 Sep 2016
Why is me
To deal with family
Hatred in hearts
We want to **** each other in silent sleep
.........
People deal with different emotions
But I think mines way too deep
I trust no one
Its so thin
I have to count sheep
The fifth pass by as I imagine a rattle
Past dealing with torture
I remember getting beaten with paddle
Days were so tough
They would of actually killed me from changing the channel
Why Me
Sep 2016 · 163
Every Time
Lil K-1 Sep 2016
Friends
Family
even strangers
Become enemy's at the end
That's why these words stay by me as a bullet in a chamber
Gaining all of my sin
..................
Cause I'm a type of guy who's stay's in the house
Making music drawing or writing poetry
Trying to find a way out
................
Of this depression
Stay to myself
Because every time when I tell someone
They listen but never getting my message
..............
Through life I'm stepping
For better or worst
The people I'm helping  
My body still hurt's
..................
From thinking of later depression
I'm hanging my noose
And i'm taking my weapon
Cause this is the only thing that I have to cope
Every session I think to myself
If I tip over this chair who ever would know
That's why this is my battle
And
This is my *****
Every time
Apr 2016 · 276
A boy with a vision
Lil K-1 Apr 2016
I sketch
I rap
Waiting for the world to see my talent and hear my voice
I have tracks on Sound Cloud
Later on Itunes
I just need to have the perfect time for a perfect choice
......
I say things that relate to my past
&
Later on to my future
Dealing with stress
Hoping nothing wants to aim for my chest
Because thugs that wanna be the high top shooters
.......
A boy with a vision
Changing his life with a pencil
Spitting bars that can go to a essay because of the sentence
.....
I'll let that sink in for a minute
Apr 2016 · 209
When you realize
Lil K-1 Apr 2016
Somethings
I dont understand
You want me to be there for you
But
You refuse to take my hand
.......
I told you I would wait
Clueless on how many battles I had to take
Knowing I kept standing just for you
Its a shame that I was the only one to hold our promise and the only one to see it through
.......
But its okay
I use my depression and sadness sometimes in a different way
........
So be happy the best way you can
And I thank you
........
For making not trusting you or anyone like that ever
Ever
Again
Nov 2015 · 274
What I Know pt 1
Lil K-1 Nov 2015
It takes time to gain someone
but
Can be lost in the matter of seconds
.......................
It takes time to find your dream
but
Can be lost within a single weapon
.........................
I had a dream
I wouldn't be that mad scout
I have a future
I wouldn't be the only one who took the last route
I have a past
That I had been hit with belt's and paddles
Just because I didn't take that trash out
but my present
Is taking a journey on a horse without a secure saddle
That's a loose pouch.
.......................
Now this is what I know
People judge others on what they believe
So this is how it goes
.......................................
I fall off stage
I didn't feel embarrass
People laughed at me with look's
Like I was an abuse parent
.........................
I ran away
Cause I was sick of the lies
But I was telling the truth everyday
So inside I cried
.....................
To be continued
Nov 2015 · 411
The End of My Story pt2
Lil K-1 Nov 2015
Running down trails
That can lead to a better future
Reading down books
That can be without violence
And convict shooters
......................
Everyone has a dream
And a different story
Looking through visions
And past tense through out a different glory
.....................
But time everyone waste
Switching happiness to anger
When a good flavor turns into a bad taste
That's how some people judge us from our past race
................
But we must keep going
Running past a stop light
When the red color keep showing
................
Your being misleaded
Not abused when you don't follow the rules
But in a statement where your being mistreated
..................  
The End of My story pt 2
..
Oct 2015 · 254
My New Feeling
Lil K-1 Oct 2015
Poet after poet
We always get better
Time after time
We always spread apart
Or stick together
..............................
Our life is like a script
Waiting for the next page to be known
Your mind is like a Diamond
But your heart is so bright
Its a reflection of pure gold
...............................
So what part is made of pure steel
Arm's and Limb's hanging off your body
Like there part of cardboard
And Strong stitches of leaves and hard stem's
................................
My New Feeling
Sep 2015 · 538
The End of My Story
Lil K-1 Sep 2015
My place is here
Speaking true words
Removing my unknown fear
.......
My time is now
Revealing pressure off my chest
That weights over a thousand pounds
........
My time is over
Relieving stress off my mind
While I'm staying sober
.......
But why am I still here
Spreading knowledge to strangers that are never near
......
But so very close
If you shoot a gun in a patteren
It'll  be know as a musical note
........
The End of my story
Sep 2015 · 430
I Rest My Case
Lil K-1 Sep 2015
Word's until now were never written
It's was forgiven as a death note
but received as a death sentence
................................................
Quotes and Chapters
Different sides of stories with in quotes of laughter
................................................
But every single page has a character to tell
Memories fighting with thoughts
As one man holds the gun
Then the other is pledge to tell
...........................................
One man
One story
One heaven
One glory
.............................................
One dream
Two paths
Three different layers to deal with it as you pass
........................................
I rest my case
Sep 2015 · 411
Another Beginning
Lil K-1 Sep 2015
A new year
And a new beginning
Refreshing my memory that no one is getting
Refreshing my mind that no one thanking
Dream's are pasting my eyes
But i'm so very patient
........................................
Dream's are very equal
But can be very different
Just how goals can change into a secret mission
Sep 2015 · 320
Im Back
Lil K-1 Sep 2015
Finally,
                                                     I'm back
                                  Unleashing word's of poetry when I attack
                                  Singing word's of truth when they attach
                          And keeping word's of silent's when they react
                                             ............................................
                                                Fast as the cold wind
                                             Thicken through the air  
                              As flame come past as my known sin
                                                         Man
                                                     I am back
                 With better word's like forty knives are on my back
                                    Like Nail guns shot up my leg's
                                    Brick's and Tools betraying me
                         Like turning into people and ripping off my head
                                           Man I wish I was dead
                                                         But
                                        ..........................................
                                                   I'm still alive  
                          Whip's and Chains are marking from bruises
                                  Trying to take my forbidden pride  
                                   But I just wanted to let you know
                                                     I'm BACK
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