Death is known to be a memory
Pushing to live life with out an enemy
Dodging friends who pretend to be
How would you fell of getting hurt in the dirt
That's known to be the industry
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I sit back as I sip my tea
Watch myself get caught up
See the beef start up
Asking how did we get of part of
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Before I could finish the battle begun
Moving in sync  
When the battle was over
Spitting blood in a sink
Man that sticks
I lost a tooth
But I didn't
How can you tell
I only stay
Then I fade
As the day driven
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You'll see me in the light
Never in the dark
I'm attach who i'm apart of
As soon as the person life starts
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A faded shadow

Things I stay strong for
Train
And build up my spine cord
Just to stay balance as time being worth more
Then being cut
From your luck
Ending up
Being stuck
In this whole of despair
Who give a
Let me hold that in
Burn marks
Bruise spot
Cant add up to all them pills
Trying not to relate to my past
Cause all I did was steal
Still
I could take a chance or two
Sacrificing of hustling is that you gotta move
Taking thoughts out of my head on the way to lose
you say honest is way to go
Then why its hurts when I tell the truth

I think I lost my touch
Tipping over trucks
Hoping to get run over a bus
Remembering my name as it fades away into the dust
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Things I trust
I cant trust no more
People I loved
Show no love no more
Like how rich turn so poor
Drugs being high in stores
Not meaning the price
I mean high
Til I die
Got a rope
Tie into a tie
Stand on chairs
Checking side to side
To balance tears I leave in side
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Hang on

See friends die
See faces go
Hearing reports of dead bodies found
On the side of my ***** road
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Dead thoughts
Your head thought
Being cautious
Before the fed spot
Duck down
And vanish
Before you be a head shot
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Cause
If they starting shooting
I'm having nothing to proven
Just trying to keep it moving
I drop dead
Turning my body
Like a DVD player
Trying to start a movie
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Man
I put myself up in that situation
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I started walking
When they started spraying
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I had no jacket
When it started raining
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I still was soak
When the water draining
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More pain
.....
I'm only gaining

When no beat on
I'm nervous
Felling like eyes staring
All Voodoo but no cursing
Wait What??
See
Its hard to explain
Daily in the zone
To one day see the crowd
With out a shame
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Not knowing this can be hard
Everyone can rap
I'm not talking about difference
That people starting it from the dirt
Searching and picking every scratch
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It gotta be the paper
Bleeding in your eyes
Cause your homie just made the shirt
Going to his funnel
Hearing people screaming
Oh my god
It still freaking hurt
Remembering all them times
You sat him down
Played a track
And Got to work

Years past by
And I had they back
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I was played as a fool
While they laugh and take my racks
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I cant believe it
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Cause I try to make it better
Waking up every morning
Just thinking
To do it clever
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No ones up in my circle
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Hurting, because I'm the one to blame
Feeling like Steve Er cal
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My trust
Motivation
And passion
Would never remain the same.

Walking with my people
We started reminiscing
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We was talking about my struggles
And
Who lurking in them trenches
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My heart started hurting
On the people he started mention
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Then thought about the bleeding
Never using any stitches
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