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life354 May 2020
darkness
i close my
eyes
everything
consumes me
my thoughts
surrounded by fear
of everything and
nothing
by darkness
the darkness fades
and slowly
light
streaks
in
life354 May 2020
JUMP
because i cant help it
HUG
because i cant help it
KISS
because i cant help it
FALL
because i cant help it
SCREAM
because i cant help it
CRY
because i cant help it
BREAK
because i cant help it
life354 May 2020
tell me everything
your songs
your dreams
if you open
ill catch you
strength
in trust
we will grow
and fly
all we need
is
conversation
life354 May 2020
on display
for the whole world to watch
thru broken glass
life354 May 2020
spinning out of control
should i
lean into the skid
succumbing
to darkness
should i
grab the wheel
controlling
the light
should i
open the door
giving up all hope
should i
call out for help
rescuing myself
from myself
life354 May 2020
miles of wonders
overdose or underdose
lacking love and life
life354 May 2020
if everything is over
why do i still shudder when i hear
his name
run past the place where
we met and spent hours
listening to the
hatred in his voice and scarring words
that first september day
new books and clothes
all ready to be destroyed
by june
and that first day
knowing since the start
of my despise for you
but i couldnt do anything
so i was stuck
and scarred
until
june?
life354 Jan 2021
are we in the glory days?
or cant we just say were in high school
are the glory days really living with 10,000 pounds of pressure on our shoulders?
life354 Jan 2021
when that car door closed
on december 12th
the day we had all been dreading
i have never felt more alive
then i did from september 16th to december 12th
more like myself
more happy
than ever
everything reverted
back to normal
why cant i be with them again
and run on lower field
and laughing and skiping and talking
forever
for three months
now its only me
a run through my mind
and crying and cutting and thinking
everything is worse
december 12th
ever since
i hate it here
this isnt home
not anymore
i want to go home
i will never be home again
im not at home with myself
puffy eyes hiding behind big framed glasses
and scarred arms hiding behind sweatshirts
you were three months clean
and the minute you came "home"
real home is gone
and who i was there too
life354 May 2020
that one person
that makes you heart
beat like a hummingbird
you cant speak
when your apart
you ache
for that person
who makes you the most
happy
life354 May 2020
i know
i know its a lot
i know sometimes you wanna give up
i know its hard
i know it seems impossible
i know you will get thru this
i know
life354 May 2020
you said just us
private
but i needed my backup girl
the one who has been with me
through thick and thin
laughing and crying
i love her and i need her
i also need him
slowly inching
towards progress
opening up is hard man
for both
but were both working
through thick and thin
laughing and crying
i love them
and i need them
life354 May 2020
i love, love
powerful, intense
flowing
everywhere
when im
with you
encapsulating
me
with its
intensity
life354 May 2020
u rule like a
monarch
like u are the
only one that
matters
you push
me
to my breaking
point
eyes sting
everytime u
rule like a
monarch
i swear u
dont know
me
so stop
ruling
like a
monarch
life354 Jan 2021
most likely bleeding
bitten to below the nail bed
luckily they grow back fast
just to be depleted again
scabbed over fingers
i wonder if he still wants to hold my hand?
even my fingers are messed up
ill just wear gloves
ok?
life354 May 2020
ok?
im
not
ok
im
trying
but
im
not
ok
and
thats
ok
right?
thats
ok?
ok?
life354 May 2020
37 minutes
more like a lifetime
never stop
or end
or change
stay exactly as it is
and yet somehow everything but nothing has
changed
life354 May 2020
embrace to last you a life time
smell to send you flying
touch to get you electrified
kiss to send you to euphoria
life354 May 2020
random movements
moments pass anticipating explosions
wanting it to never last
life354 May 2020
sometimes its a book or a movie
turn me into a puddle
but that
puddle of a person
is so very
strong
life354 May 2020
when 6
turned to 3
to 2
is it us
or is it me
how do i balance
you both
equally
yet to find out
we learned the
hardships
to 3?
or 6?
life354 May 2020
stars in his eyes
stars in his hair
stars in his smile
stars in my eyes
stars in our love
stars in his eyes
stars in my eyes
stars not in
the sky
life354 Jun 2020
everyones on my side
so why cant i stop
addicted to it
everyone is here for me
so let me stop
it hurts to stop
but its hurting the people i love
so why wont
i let myself stop
stop it
stop right now
maybe just one more
time
life354 May 2020
facing you
blinded by ur beauty
always there but sometimes
hidden
working to push those clouds away
soaking in ur perfection
melting in my amazement
life354 May 2020
desperation
and loneliness
breathing down your neck
the parents of your brain
its not what i want
life354 May 2020
simply
lost
in
thought
spinning
with
no
control
and
finally
a
sto­p
life354 May 2020
resist the urge
i promise
everything will
get better
time
but you will get better
i promise
resist the urge
everything will
i
promise
life354 May 2020
what is it about
not having something
that makes you want it more
what is it about the sky
that makes you feel like youre all alone
what is it about the people that you love
that make you take nothing for granted
what is it about the ocean
that makes you never want to leave
what is it about life
that makes you cry with happiness and sadness at the same time

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