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life354 Jan 2021
most likely bleeding
bitten to below the nail bed
luckily they grow back fast
just to be depleted again
scabbed over fingers
i wonder if he still wants to hold my hand?
even my fingers are messed up
ill just wear gloves
life354 Jan 2021
are we in the glory days?
or cant we just say were in high school
are the glory days really living with 10,000 pounds of pressure on our shoulders?
life354 Jan 2021
when that car door closed
on december 12th
the day we had all been dreading
i have never felt more alive
then i did from september 16th to december 12th
more like myself
more happy
than ever
everything reverted
back to normal
why cant i be with them again
and run on lower field
and laughing and skiping and talking
forever
for three months
now its only me
a run through my mind
and crying and cutting and thinking
everything is worse
december 12th
ever since
i hate it here
this isnt home
not anymore
i want to go home
i will never be home again
im not at home with myself
puffy eyes hiding behind big framed glasses
and scarred arms hiding behind sweatshirts
you were three months clean
and the minute you came "home"
real home is gone
and who i was there too
life354 Jun 2020
everyones on my side
so why cant i stop
addicted to it
everyone is here for me
so let me stop
it hurts to stop
but its hurting the people i love
so why wont
i let myself stop
stop it
stop right now
maybe just one more
time
life354 May 2020
37 minutes
more like a lifetime
never stop
or end
or change
stay exactly as it is
and yet somehow everything but nothing has
changed
life354 May 2020
miles of wonders
overdose or underdose
lacking love and life
life354 May 2020
when 6
turned to 3
to 2
is it us
or is it me
how do i balance
you both
equally
yet to find out
we learned the
hardships
to 3?
or 6?
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