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1.4k · Oct 2011
Jealousy
I see you
Standing next to her
She makes you laugh
Now jealousy makes things blur

It eats at me
This aching down inside
Fear is just a factor
Your love is just a lie

The thought of her
The thought of you
Kills me inside
I know you want her too

Just me
I'm insane
No one else here
No one left to blame

It's only a matter of time
Before you shut me out
Close all your open doors
Get rid of all this doubt

Fresh
It builds inside my veins
Travels to my heart
And sits inside my brain...
1.2k · Aug 2012
Storm
I can feel the storm approaching
As it whispers my name
Calling out to me
Needing to be tamed

Wind screeching at my window
Slowly I start to see
Maybe i was wrong
But how can that be

Rain begins to fall
And my heart begins to break
Maybe I'm not okay
Maybe this was a mistake

But this life i have built
Full of lies
Full of guilt
Was not meant for you

But still your image burns in the back of my mind
I know now i was blind

Looking back on what we had
The tears begin to fall
Maybe this was supposed to be
Meant to be
But i still don't answer your call

I can feel the storm approaching
As it whispers my name
Calling out to me
Needing to be tamed
868 · Oct 2011
Breathless
Your kiss
Your touch
This ache
That rush

My heart
Your eyes
This love
Never dies

My mind
Your Games
This time
I'm tamed

That want
This need
Your love
For me

Breathless I fall
Into your arms
I'll find my way
Keep me out of harm

BREATHLESS....
628 · Dec 2011
I built these walls
I thought it was over
Thought you were gone
Listening to the silence
I know your still holding on

I built these walls
Just to watch them fall
I built these walls
Just to watch them fall

Rain is falling
As you whisper my name
I fall into your tricks
And i play you silly games

You keep me from falling apart
As the silence drowns me out, you steal my heart
You keep me from falling apart
As the silence drowns me out, you steal my heart

I know your not coming back this time
I see the shattered glass lying on the floor
I die a little bit
As you you walk towards the door

Kiss me
Slowly
Kiss me
Slowly

This emptiness
This hurt
This love
Wont work
Caught between real and fake
Fighting hard with each breath i take
Sometimes  feel like goodbye was the only way

We are better off this way

Choking on my tears
holding on to what wasn't mine
Killing what sanity i had left

We are better off this way

Watching you love her breaks everything i am
Constantly thinking about you
I know where i must stand

We are better off this way

Promises are broken
Words that need to be said are never spoken
And i let the only hope i have escape

We are better off this way

I was wrong about love
About you

We are better off this way
608 · Mar 2012
Crimson Waters
Crimson waters
flood from the sky
Crimson waters
fall from my eyes

I am strong
because you are weak
I am the love
that you seek

Crimson waters
flood from the sky
Crimson waters
fall from my eyes

I am happy
because you are sad
I am good
because you are bad

Crimson waters
flood from the sky
Crimson waters
fall from my eyes

I am new
because you are old
I can not be bought
but you can be sold

Crimson waters
flood from the sky
Crimson waters
fall from my eyes

I am alive
because you are dead
I am the words
that you never said

Crimson waters
flood from the sky
Crimson waters
fall from my eyes

I am here
because you are there
I am the truth
and you are a dare

You see i am better
better alone
then walking forever
in crimson waters were you belong

Crimson waters
flood from the sky
Crimson waters
fall from my eye
525 · Jul 2011
Are you Happy now?
She is broken
Are you happy now?
You brought her to her knees
Not a moment to soon
But she begs with you please!

Silence fills the room
Are you happy now?
She feels your shame
Choking on her past
Her death, your to blame

Blood of an innocent lays on the floor
Are you happy now?
Did you get what you want?
Your name she still calls
And you didn't get caught

Her death preys on your mind
Are you happy now?
Taking what isn't yours to take
Living on the edge
Making every new mistake

You take your own life
Are you happy now?
To be scared
Knowing she is waiting for you
It's not death it was her you feared

ARE YOU HAPPY?
505 · Jul 2011
I Don't See Why...
I don't see why you love her
You never loved me
I don't see why you need her
You never needed me
I don't see why you believe her
You never believed me
I don't see why you care about her
You never cared about me

And those dark nights you left me to fend for myself
Living in your hell
Not once did you help me
You left me to die

I don't see why you want her
You never wanted me
I don't see why you fight for her
You never fought for me
I don't see why you help her
You never helped me
I don't see why you hold her
You never held me

I gave you everything I had and owned
You left me without coming back
And now I watch you
I watch you with her

I don't see why wanna be her man
You never wanted to be mine
I don't see why you hold her hand
You never tried to hold mine
I don't see why you kiss her
You never wanted to kiss me
I don't see why you touch her
You never wanted to touch me

I tried to love you
But you wanted to push me away
You even took my heart
And had the nerve to take my life away

I don't see why you love her
YOU NEVER LOVED ME....
498 · Jul 2011
Unkown
Oh the darkest nights
You call my name
I look for you but I can see no face
Rain falls downs
Upon this lonely tomb
In brings pain into my heart
Like salt in an open wound
Burnt alive, ashes of yesterday
my bridges have fallen
yet you still come out to play
In a darkened room
Lies a piece of my soul
Silently screaming, wanting to be whole
I toss and turn deep asleep
In my dreams your image I fight to keep
476 · Jul 2011
MONSTER.
Look at what you have done
You created a monster of me
I was told to never love you
They said I needed to leave

Can you tell me why you did this
I'm having trouble trying to understand
Why you broke my heart
And left me again

Silently I scream
Knowing I will never be heard
Tearing down what's left of you
This hurt I didn't deserve

Your heart of stone
Will never beat for her
I can make you disappear
And you will never return

The sun has set
And you begin to smile
For another heart you take
And you feast upon it for a while...
452 · Dec 2011
With you
I can still feel you
Like your arms are wrapped around me
And the world still holds a place for me
Like my reason for breathing still has a beating heart
But that's not true
Because I still feel torn apart

The sun will rise again
But I can't face the facts and be ok with you gone
While I'm left here
Still just holding on

You wanted this more badly than I
So I will not leave what you left behind

This love that is growing inside
This thing that will have your deep blue eyes
This baby that in return will just remind of what I lost
You.

I wish i could have just one more chance
To turn back the time
To take one last glance
To have the last dance
With you....
428 · Jul 2011
Such A Sad Story
Such a sad story
yes another heart turned cold
broken by the one she loved
he was never really hers to hold

A careless thought
he wanted more
killed her silently
and shut the door

She was just like me
or maybe like you
but now she is gone
nobody even knew

He pulled her by the hair
and strings were attached to her heart
so he could have his way
when times got dark

No one really knew
what poor soul deserved so much hate
but she lays there in silence
for his arrival in Hell she awaits

Not much left to say
but so many tears and blood were shed
for now the one who kills
is now the one dead
415 · Jul 2011
I wish
I wish I could Call
Just to hear your voice
would stop this worry, this missing
You, it all

Restless nights are spent thinking of you
I remember the way it felt
To let go of my past
And start something new

I wish I could see your face
To be there next to you
but I'm left with these memories
And your kisses I still taste

Another day has passed
While I'm left here waiting
Falling for you
Hare and fast

Just to see you smile
I would do anything
Even for a second
Or maybe a little while

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