You can't see through my smile
That I wear everyday
You can't see past my laugh
With each passing day
My secrets are hidden
Deep inside
There is no trust
No hope
Only lies

Night holds power
Darkness brings fear
Thoughts we have
During these long hours
Consume our being
How can we make it through
This night alone

Will this suffering ever end?
I put the blade to my skin
This old familiar friend
We have met again

Will I be happy once more?
As I walk to the ledge
Looking down at the shore
As I take my last breath

Will my pain ever subside?
With these pills in hand
No tear I have cried
A peaceful way to end