I leave  stains on your neck
There's  whispers exchanged
"She's a ***** and a wreck "
There's no hope for change

I leave my own mark
It  claims you as mine
At first a deep red
But  it fades over time

The sign of my love
shown on your skin
Only way to your heart
In this hell that i'm in

Please understand
The disgrace that i feel
But there's nothing to do,
It's my only appeal

At first it seems to creep in
Then suddenly it is the only thing in your head
Swirling, bursting out of your skull
Each note amplified
Every instrument clear
Separate, yet still together
Somehow obstructing your vision
Becoming the only focus of your mind

Chest filling up with helium
Lifting you into the sky
As you close your eyes
And absorb every beautiful sound
No thoughts exist
All problems have vanished
You begin to hum along
The corners of your mouth turning upward
The moment is endless


Pure bliss

Today I told God
Of all I have done
Locked myself up
pulled out a gun

Everything stopped
The lights went dim
This is the reason
I'm talking to him

Through her bloodshot eyes all she could see was emptiness

Any substance in her world had quickly slipped away and she was left alone to destroy herself

The first things to  go were her emotions. The feelings that had held her back for so long

Now, they no longer stopped her

Next disappeared  all reasoning ,only irrational thoughts were left

Hardly  fit to control oneself

Shortly after was her conscience , the devil and angel had fallen off of her shoulders

That was when the voices inside her silenced.

Only her vacant body remained, and they all watched as it withered away

I've been stared at for so long
Staring back at your puzzled face
I want your strokes to seep into me
And ******* to life
You tentatively touch me in violet
The passion grows and I become a face
I am colors of the sky
On its most beautiful night
Once flat
I am now  bursting at the seams
Rejuvenated and pleased
I lay proudly for other faces to see

I was focused on those Twitching Hands;

Her Black, Sunken Eyes appeared to glow.

Moving as if she had Hollow Bones,

Limbs Hanging Low.

Not one word came from her Lifeless  Mouth.

Oh, that Mutilated, Dragging Walk;

Only knowing of lies, ***** clothes,

And  Senseless  Talk.

Cursed with her forever Crawling  Skin,

Could ****** with that Chemical Breath.

Her Breaking Body frail, Legs too thin

Living with Death

I'm a lost cause
sorrow in disguise
I'll trick  you into faith that disappears before your eyes.
Convince yourself to trust me
I'll
       make  
                   sure
                            to
                                   let
                                         you
    
                                                    
           ­                                           fall.
Please just take my warning
don't believe in me at all.

You are carved into my brain
Slit Into my heart
With a jagged knife pressed hard
Leaving a scar that will never fade
If I lose my mind
You will be left
Your wound too deep to heal
Never knowing of my suffering  
Because for you
I left only a paper cut