To my family I'm known as the confident one,
Friends say I'm wild, and daring
Only because emotions are things I never feel like sharing
So now I'm on a pedestal to high for ya'll to see
logic and anxiety 2 sides that fight in me
I'm confident with strangers, who cares i'll never see them
I'll bring a girl back to bed my bed cause alone I'll wrestle demons
I love the pillow talk it always captures my attention,
I'll keep the chat about her, and dodge her prying questions
they say I'm easy to talk, I'm chill and nonjudgmental
But if you don't wanna share your thoughts, listening is fundamental
I eat away my worries and hit the gym when I feel angry
I keep on gaining muscles while losing half my pantry
But the best escape I've ever found has been in music and books
I tried people, but the ones who feel my pain just judge me for my looks
"You're too popular to feel rejection", you're too strong to ever feel weak".
I walk away a 2 sided soul, and one side will never speak