how can you say that you’re homeless when you have a roof over your head?
surrounded by white walls
a room that’s supposed to be your personal space
a bed on the floor
(and) a desk that you rarely use
but it still doesn’t feel like home, it feels empty
always a hole that cannot be fulfilled  
so i tried to find ways to cheat, not aware that it will mess up my perception of reality
I want to go home
but how do you go to a place that does not exist (yet)?