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Mommy,
You’re too good for me,
This daughter who you barley see,

Not by your choice,
But by her own,
With her tendency in others to rejoice,
And has left you to be so alone.

Well Mommy dear,
Here is your daughter that your loss does fear,
Your daughter who lacks the ability to show,
All the love for you she wants you to know,

So mommy so true and kind,
Mommy women like you hard to find,
Mommy I am sorry,
That I argue and make you worry,

Mommy I am sorry,
That to grow I was in such a hurry,
Mommy I never meant to love you less,
But with it’s hard with broken pieces I must confess,

You’ve warned me countless times,
Of people and their soul crimes,
Mommy you’ve warned me of this place,
But mommy I had to learn at a rapid pace,

It’s hard to love, to show, to trust,
After being so many times with a knife in the back ******,
But mommy you warned me,
And mommy you should not be the one to suffer for those who scorned me,

So my mommy,
So wise, so dear,
My mommy I love so much, and loss I fear.

Mommy I just want to plead I am sorry,
Sorry I don’t hug you,
Or kiss you,
Or tell you I love you!

So mommy thank you for the strength it took,
The strength you taught me,
And the weakness you shook,

Thank you mommy,
For being you,
Thank you mommy,
All I can say is I truly love you!
Sorrow find me,
Sparrow bind me,
For love once sought now leaves me Brocken,
For love once sought has left words unspoken.
Oh how my heart bleeds,
After your unforgivable relentless deeds,
don't say goodbye,
don't watch me cry,
day by day a little bit of me is gone,
day by day I become undone,

Forgotten words,
Brocken promises,
Sweet lies,
long gone ties,
No longer is it you and I,
Just me,
On my own,
Left to cry.

In the present forever lost in the seemingly better past,
for love once sought now torn apart,
for love once sought has left me with a broken heart...
Are you happy of what you left?
All the pain and hurt I’ve kept;
You’ll never know,
The doubt upon me you did bestow,

Are you happy you fled so fast?
Fleeing the love you so eager grasped,
Are you happy of the rules you escaped,
Because you couldn’t help but try them break,

Are you happy of all the promises you never proved?
Are you so cruel you stay unmoved.
Are you happy of all you’ve denied?
All my expectations that you defied.

Are you happy that you lied?
Happy you went against for what I cried,
Having said words too premature?
Ignoring all I said to be of unsure,

Are you happy that you’re gone?
Are you happy that you’re wrong?
Guess your not,
And guess you are,
Because you’ve resorted to bullying me thus far,

Are you happy?
That we’re through?
So if you are whys it seems untrue.

Are you happy to escape my whines?
Because I didn’t fall for your practiced lines,
Are you happy you escaped the standards I preach?
A standard your sorry *** could never reach.

Are you happy for this bitter pill?
My broken heart your wicked thrill,
Are you happy you got your prize?
Until you got bored and wished rewards of a larger size,

Are you happy that you won?
Do you think me not strong?

Are you happy?
That you’re weak,
Because no man speaks the words you speak.

Are you happy to be a worm?
As for all the others you did so squirm,

Are you happy?
That I hurt,
Are you happy?
Are you dirt?

Are you content with what you’ve done?
Are you happy with this story you have spun?

Are you happy that little’s been?
Are you happy that things go unseen?

Why can’t you just let me walk away?
Why do you play these games where I must stay?

Are you happy?

I doubt it true,
Because some what I believe you do rue,
It explains of the methods you choose,
Those methods you use to my protected heart ruse.

Are you happy of it all gone wrong?
Are you happy that together we will never belong?
Dear Child,
I hold so frail in my arms,
I look down and wish to protect you from all that harms,

But I know as the years grow more,
It will be harder on your choices to implore,

Your first few years will be a pleasant walk,
Where I teach and you don’t talk,

But as years go by,
A mother can only wonder what’s ahead will lie,

Soon it will be that “I don’t understand you”,
Even though I was a teenager too,

It’ll be that I am uncool,
You avoid me in public, especially at your school,

You will refuse my tender love,
I’ll be told “mom seriously that’s enough.”

We’ll disagree about boys,
Because you love him,
And I have no choice,

I’ll warn of things,
And you’ll just say “Whatever.”
As with every year my heart stings,
Because you think you’re more clever,

Dear child so small so frail,
Trust your mother and the boats she has set sail,
Trust your mother, whom upon you dotes,
She’s your mother, who to you her life devotes,

As time flies by,
So short as momentary as a sigh,
I watch her learn, I watch her grow,
As all who walk by in her soul do sow,

Will I ever be able to always protect my child?
Keep her sweet, young and undefiled,
I know her passion not mild,
Her streaks like mine is so to live wild,

But a good heart in her I did implore,
This young girl a mother does so adore,

A mother only wishes she could be there every step of the way,
And help a daughter understand,
She knows the exact games life tends to play.
It is hard to strive,
In a relationship where I have no say,
It’s hard to keep this love alive,
As you make it each day harder to stay,

We argue day and night,
I can’t take anymore pressure,
Brought on by your ambition to be right,
Because you are afraid to be the man that’s lesser,

If you where to believe the sky pink,
And I contradicted it was blue,
To every possible level you would sink,
Until I agreed that your theory is true,

Is that really worth more to you than us?
I cowering to every opinion you preach,
We cannot even a simple idea discuss,
Before you wish me to my ideas beseech,

Why cant you just be wrong for once?
But no its impossible for Mr. Always Right,
We don’t stand a chance,
As every little thing causes us to fight,

We argue and bicker,
Of it all I grow sicker and sicker,
For once admit your wrong and have some might,
But no its impossible for Mr Right,

I can’t anymore,
So Mr. Right I hope you’re glad you finally won,
With this last debate I am walking out this door,
With you Mr. Right I am done,

So Mr. Right you where right for one thing,
I was stupid and neurotic,
To stick around and to a narcissist cling,
So I hope you’re happy lost me over something idiotic.
Tears streaming like a rainy day,
A little boy broken,
Had nothing to say,
Went to his mother with words unspoken,
“mommy.”
The boy sobbed,

The mothers heart stopped,
“My angel what’s wrong”
She grabbed her son,
“Mommy I can’t do it,
Can’t take it,
It’s too hard to stay strong.”

“Darling be more clear?”
She worried for something all mothers fear.
“Mommy it’s the bigger boys.”
He fiddled with his teddy toy.
“They say nasty things,
Things that sting,
And sometimes they hit me,
But I won’t hit back you see,
Mommy you taught me never to fight,
So why do those boys think its right.”

“My darling
My dear,
Of our world you must hear,
Never too young,
To learn of its wrong,
Never too small,
To hit that wall.
These boy’s they are bullies,
Mean, rowdy and rude,
They wish into your happiness to intrude.”
“But mommy,
But why?
Why make me cry?
Mommy I won’t lie,
Some days I just want to die,

Mommy I want to run,
So far away,
Just to keep those mean boys at bay,
Take my own life,
Its getting harder,
And they’re hurting me mommy,
Further and further.”

“My sweet heart,
My dear,
Listen here,
You got to take life by the horns,
Never can you mourn,

Never give in,
And never give up,
You can cry,
But be prepared to mop it up,

Mommy wishes it where a fairytale,
Of happily ever afters,
And I wish for you my boy,
That life could only be full of laughter,

But my dear little love,
Your feathers are still white as a dove,
They only now are being ruffled,
Because of life’s ever scuffle,

My boy stay strong,
It won’t be too long,
Forever not always as it seems,
And so you’ll find forever’s a flawed dream,

Today may be masked in pain,
And it may leave your courage lame,
But my sweet little tiger,
You must stand your ground,
And seek inward,
For I know there your heart will be found,

A heart of pride,
Of good,
Of joy,
A heart,
No fiend,
No enemy can destroy,


So my dearest sweet,
As you sit her at my feet,
Ready to face a unnecessary defeat,

Fight one more day,
Take life by its horns,
Giving in and giving up,
Only you will scorn,

Push my boy,
Push,
Lay it at God’s feet,
His plans for you may seem bitter,
But the end is always sweet.

Listen to your mommy son,
Listen good and clear,
You won’t ever have to fight alone,
As long as mommy and God
Is here.”
You might Say he’s weird,
Well  then he’s my kind of weird,

You Might say he’s a dork,
Well He’s my dork,

You might say he talks a lot,
Well I love to just listen to him,

You might complain he ignores you,
Well he’s doing it because I am his one and only,

You might say he’s not good looking,
Well I love him because he is cute,

You might say he lacks any fashion sense,
Well I love the way he looks in those ripped up jeans,

You might think his hairs too long,
Well that’s the hair I love to play with,

You might say he’s not very smart,
But it’s the way he looks at life that’s caught my heart,

You might say he thinks life’s a joke,
Well it’s that humour that keeps me from going insane,

You might wonder what I see in him,
But that’s exactly it…
Everything you don’t!
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