Please tell me for once, I don't have to face this world,
With their piercing stares of hatred and anger,
Please tell me,
that the air I breathe in is filled with warmth,
not angst of discrimination
Or critics eager to have a say in everything i do,
Please tell me,
that for once I wouldn't wake up tangled in my blanket of unfortunate happenings that awaits me,
Instead, I just want to lie as long as I want in my bed with a scent of comfort and feel safe,
Not having to face the judgments of the world as I open my room door which will always be my barrier to protect me.
At least for this one night, I just want to lie on my bed not having to face the wreck of humanity, and embrace my little blessings,
Because, when dawn breaks I have to deal with EVERYTHING once more..

In the eyes of the girl who sat laughing in the corner of the room,
not worrying what the world thought about her,
captivating the world with her sincere personality,
unfolding her humbleness,
letting her guard down for all she could offer,
building no walls of defense..
letting the world watch her and clench their lustful desires on her ,
mesmerized by her inner beauty,
you quench for more of her delicateness,
sparing no innocence for her cries,
violently abusing her fragile soul,
Now what's left of her is an endless vulnerability to fear and hatred,
Traumatic  nightmares, permanent scars,
The worst part is you live everyday of your life with no slight regret,
not a glimpse of guilt,
Now she's left only with bits of herself, drying her tears every night as she pick up her leftover faith she has to painfully move on in this cruel world, without a single justice of her suffering...

And it subtly sinks in slowly, leaving behind temporary sweetness...
Settling you down with just as you want it more...
And then it fades..
You wrap it all up wanting another taste of it...
Spoilt for choices..
You somehow still yearn for the same one. :)

Deep dark between those eyes that weep every night lies a tale never known, never heard by anyone.
I chatter as my wide smile fills the gap of sorrows.
I laugh , i laugh and laugh as if nothing could bother me.
I am your slave of agony every time you shed a tear.
I am nothing but a rose that lies between the piercing thorns, unwinding every thorn it pierces my skin, bleed i shall, because blood nor pain shall stop me from being the precious rose among the thorns.
I stand between the rival of your anger and ego.
I am the fire that burns your soul and water that cleanses your miseries.
I am the light that shades your fears and builds your strengths.
I am the the dome that you astray your secrets.
I am the demon that reignites the wicked of you. .
I am the brick that broke your walls.
I am the stranger that estranges your loneliness.  
I am the willingness to your foolishness.
I am the prisoner of your eternal love.
I am the prayer to all your unanswered happiness.
I am the forgotten.