There is no place, for this
I have lost, my crest
Here they come, the frights
And none recognize, all, my fiends

I need to escape, my cries
My consideration, they tied
Yet you're wasting your time
Lies so mild and lime

A problem, I face
Foretold all, my tastes
I don't need, your truth
Your cries, how they soothe

Dastardly thoughts, they have my truth
Save them, before they lose
The clouds, they revealed
Everything has been sealed

And the slow sands, they come
I have no need, for love
The good souls, they kiss
My bones, they fall

It's a problem, I was shown
Focussed on everything I hold
The halls, they crash down
And I want to recognize, all, my things

There's no such thing as an apathetic view
To hold no values seems to be so sickening
Horrible
And rather revolting

Yet

It's seems to be all there is
An apathetic view
I don't care about much besides the lust I crave every so often

It's been almost a year since I could count the stars in your eyes with

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I am since a boy who would cry when forced to hurt others

And now

I am apathetic

I can bring stings to anyone and refuse to sigh
I can break trust as easy I can break my bones
But I still wish to feel the warm sands of the Sahara across your beautiful and pale skin

Maybe I'm too desperate
Even though I get what I want
You lovely lady
You make me want to learn French and pathetically charm you with it

I am not severely
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I don't want to die
Or so it seems at times

They're in flight to no gates, I wonder
Reaping these tears, no thrill in shame
Mocked hard at the sore, no reclaiming
These windows disappear, and fated

Marked far at the limits, down the sky
Utter control, stars for each thought
Great sacks of sand, there's no feeling
Steered away from love and secrets

Yields I've suffered, and may it stay
Feared inside, and now yes to the light
Sang a song of fear, and danced away
Each race tears a mother like none other

A sun filled extravagance hears the sheep
Heard for eternity in the deep
Becoming a withering item of incompetence
Waves of endearment fell to the disease the must be cleansed

Violet, oh Violet, you've seen my arch crumble in despair
Leave on interaction, in bloodlust over here
Hear me love a stronger heart in this realm of sorrow before the tastes sends me to the chair

Shifted in triumph from knees that fell
Cynical pleasures, or so I could tell
Immaculate nights, and the wind has picked up again

Well once I've seen such a quite sea
It went off and yet I see no fee
Everything sees it, much like electricity
They discover something with an awful deed

Feels like being eaten alive, they want to be free
Tender lives,  though not much like your teeth
Nearly cared, the cracks are meant to be as seems
Confused from the city, forgone all current dreams

Something of static manipulates how I'm keen
She saw me, looking terribly afraid
Curved lips, something familiar I said
How troubles it was, she must've seen

I wish I could live with me
I hope it's worth it to be free
Watch as it's beyond me
In the future all I see is no time

External, things have felt for myself
Stress causes my lovely sorrow
I could never sell myself
And one day you'll be sitting away from my eyes

Such a catastrophe, you'll know me someday
Forgotten your ties, yet you know someone

Watch my eyes, and you'll notice I'm wrong
Falling dove I tried please let me be
I've abused myself for you hands
I am loved for the person I could be
Loving me is not part of your plan

My neck is sore, please break it more
I've tried, but I saw the door
I wonder if I could take more

Sirens fly, they touch the sky
Still the trough the terror times
Making these, far and a fool
I am the better kind
Low and shame, they cut right through
Memories will be improved

So far and they melt, on stranger waves
Just one day, I won’t touch the floor
Skilled at deceit, misery made the fool
There is no need, laughter won’t be moved
What is real and what is cruel
Alone with the still tides

So sick of all these, such assumptions
Laughter is what saved the time
Please assure me, as seasons pass
The field will wreck the hide
Lovely trees, so far from here
They stood side by side

Soaked in need of sedation
Everyday stretches my realization
Hiding my stems of desperation
Unborn child like the self esteem

A given to end is what it seems
I’ll never they are or care
Gone forth, be my flight
Give in to changing value

To be paranoid by your sight
It’s been like this every night
A troublesome view before your eyes
Fractured motivation that soon dies

Surrounded by those that would make your mold
I must’ve done what I’ve been told
Diminished strengths, they all fear you
Intimidation fell right through

Anxiety never felt so bright
I’d tell you it’d make a marvelous sight
I can’t count those many times
Something gone so terribly fright

Stress by what I call a failure
Though I feel like a glorious beggar
I see now their overhyped debut
Hands so clean, there is no value

I am sorry, there is no shame
Personalities are not the same
I know it's hard
Though my silence has re obtained its fame

The walls, they're okay
Some trust you will not play
And I need a lone guide
Will someone lead the way?

"You're different." you say
All that has left me strained
It's 5am, my dear
Something most familiar here

The dirt of all this
Restrained was our last kiss
Irrational this must be for me
I am ashamed of the emotions I've seen

Though when consideration runs hard
And our synchronized love I wish I've seen
The beat of the air makes me fear
And my heart looks very different tonight

Golden love grass attached to a lovely mold
Perfect marble I could hold
But I'm different as I've been told
And communication runs the sequence of the cold

Five free horses run into blindness
Ached my chest has forever been
Silence they were told to keep
Though they haven't been much louder

Someone will me with a beatific feeling
As I present no emotion to the lively
Father come and free me quietly
Flowers all torn by me in a world of laughter

Holes in my hands or so it seems
The obese child weeps in frustration
It's dark souls chuckle in satisfaction
I grabbed my hair and pulled on fading memories

I burned my home and dropped to my knees
Figures enveloped in your dust
They painted the horses imminent demise
Sound must be faint, I'm closing today

Bless the entries, always at an end
Shake a buildings pride, to where it descends
So I don't flee anymore
So my wind crashes against the shore
There's no more hope, not at all
There's hallways that look for more
The body so hollow, I want more

Closest sand pits, I claim
Set the pile so there's none to waste
"I'm just making sure you were right "
"You're just sorry there is no time"

Rubber voice, I lust for more
Tyrant from my history, please control
Rusted handcuffs, just break more

Lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely
How could you know for certain
When importance sees no truth
The child they have been hurting
Your arms held around all it holds sacred

Lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely lady
Walls of those who hurt me
Foul thoughts you continue pushing
But it seems like flowers have smothered you

Lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely lady
With your eyes, they show endless cries
Alone by my endless sighs
A sense of false certainty
And the second color smothered by the first

Lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely lady
All visible are my curtains
A familiar silhouette awakens me at dawn
It won't go away I know that for certain
Destiny of mine I find uncertain

Lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely lady, lovely lady

Soft winds push up against me
The near future is my enigma
Hard metal crushes my hand
Soft blonde hair in the clouds

Shiny glass rubs against the sand
Emerald stars amazed by dirt
Affection-ism shown by laughter
Black leather quickly collapses the tunnel

Lovely heart fooled by discreetness
Diamond body melts the core
Cotton surface makes everything better
Waterfalls revealing closing emotions

Quietly I saw no end
I am sorry for wishing I were dead
Graceful appearance makes me crumble
Months it has been since I did not want to crumble

Handed by me pressed up against sand
Do I miss these times I had
Sadly there is no retribution
Forward unto motion I see the floor

Cyclones of the mirrors full my endearment for years
And shall my vacancy ruin the tears
Unknowing if I'm going to flourish at all
Cold to the touch, I do not know what it's called

Dimmed out lighten flame soothes my bones
And here we are, swaying to condemn the old

Amusing little man, you don't need to worry at all
I know the nebulas dont make you feel tall
But you musn't remember those faults

So frail I'd sigh
Nothing to get me high
Things walk me astray
And the trees watch me as I am sold

Heaven's full of might
And Heaven's too bright
Pull down my tries
Savior, help us down our kite

Gauge my soul,
Watch as I grow old  
Touching down my hate
And shiv the old

Grabbing the stars
Wishing they were sold
Temptation
Temptation

A shy sound states how you do
Though there’s no room for you
A simple emotion or fight
Could he the smallest of all my might

And they’ll never know who they are as I stare
These stakes become so fewer as I breathe this air
To feel loved near your sight
It gives such an awful fright

Times so atrocious, yet none are shamed
They moved far away
Though my home appears much dimmer
In depth, please love her eyes

Sky's have yet to make a turn
Fall in a trance much like an embryo
Uneasy breath that felt much too cold
And the memories of the lies let a shout

Eyes in my cries they moved
Leaving at the moon, remembering the past time
And ignore everyone who conforms with truth
Here they stay, everything is as cold as those times.

We're always crying to somewhere costly
When you're always lying in bed
I'm lively when you're lovely

They mean no death date
I'm wrong, there is something
Peering and holding, I have a leveled gaze

They're always washing for someone lively
Claire, I'm always waiting
I'm here, going through some changing

I hear it cracking
Nearby, I see glistening
Utterly exhausted, balanced on the erosion

Closed by the feather, clarity is marked
My lover, my flower
I've listed our marks

Sedated, so much melody
Cold closet that storms my bones
You're sweeping them slowly
The oceans final hours

Here we are, in the city streets
Following through in the vague descend
I am the skewer that has come too late
Here in the void fleeing the cave

I wish you could hear me now, I've got a lot to tell
But I'm too stale