Maybe your not perfect, maybe you have flaws
But your the one that found, me in cell with out doors
You showed me how to escape, from that lonely grave
And climb the walls to freedom, to the path you pave
So maybe your an angle, imperfect though thou art
Because you came to find me, and save my beating heart

I'm sorry if I hurt you,
I really didn't mean it.
You made me feel confuse and lost
I didn't know what to do.
I can't really say I liked you,
But I guess I felt inferior.
I like to be the best.
I like to know what's going on
And when I don't, I act rashly
I speak before I think,
And say things I don't believe.
I'm just a scared child
That strikes out at the dark unknown.
So I'm sorry if I hurt you,
I really didn't mean too.

Silver and diamond dance on the turquoise ocean
I drift and sway with the gentle motion
The sun shines like a great beacon in the sky
While all around my I watch the seagulls fly
The wind whistles in my ear and tugs at my hair
I stand with my arms out stretched entranced in a snare

The sun is bright and warm around you
But you feel cold in your dark prison
You wish you could escape
But you can't
Because your prison is your mind

People keep telling you they love and care
But they don't understand what's wrong
You wish you could tell them
But you can't
Because other wise they would push you away

The world around is happy and loud
But the silence inside is killing you
You wish you could shout for help
But you can't
Because its too late, you've breathed your last breath

I love the way, you always flip your hair over one eye.
I love the way, pass notes with me in class.
I love the way, you smile lopsidedly, like me
I love the way, you laugh when I'm sarcastic.
I love the way, we think the same people are annoying
I love the way, we don't even have to say anything to understand
I love the way, we both climb trees to escape
I love the way, we listen to the same music
I love the way, you decided to trust me, even when you had lost so much

I love the way, your my best friend, so please don't leave me here alone.

When reality comes calling, you find you self lost
On your own, all alone with no one to trust
When reality comes calling, you see who your real friends are
They ones that will talk when you are afar
When reality comes calling, you wake up so sad
That even dull rays of sunshine are driving you mad
But when reality comes calling, and you open your eyes
You find there are others that deal with these lies

Motionless. Nothing but pain.
Oblivious to rain, to hard concrete, to cars passing by
Knowing nothing of tears, of shivers, of  low groans
Not comprehending the bleeding wrists, the blackened eye, the throbbing shoulder
Feeling only the unbearable agony of thought and seeing only in the terrible eye of memory
Helpless, broken, alone. Motionless.

The loosing fight
I sit alone on this dark night
And try to win a loosing fight
I try to stop myself I swear
To tell myself I ought to care
But even now I'm reaching out
And very careful not to shout
As the pain shoots through my wrist
I know full well I haven't missed

The dusty roads stretch out for miles
There are only strangers and nobody smiles
They hurry with around with heads bowed down
And scuttle along in this lonely town
But every thing here is white, grey, and black
And every thing of excitement we conspicuously lack
I walk here alone and dream of some laughter
To meet someone warm to save me from this disaster.

In the days when I was young,
When the happy songs were sung,
When I ran around and played,
And good memories were made,
I was carefree and cared for.
But those days are now no more.
All who loved me are now dead,
Now there's little to be said.
I'm abandoned outcast,
And I'm loosing myself fast.
Most days I wish my life would end,
But then my life just took a bend,
And now there's some one just like me,
So together we will see,
If life is actually good,
Or misfortune in a hood.

I sit and gaze off into space
While the tears roll down my face
I'm sorry but I have to go
My demons ever downwards tow
I'll see you someday hopefully
In a better place to be
I raise the knife and slash my chest
I leave this world and go to rest