Silver and diamond dance on the turquoise ocean
I drift and sway with the gentle motion
The sun shines like a great beacon in the sky
While all around my I watch the seagulls fly
The wind whistles in my ear and tugs at my hair
I stand with my arms out stretched entranced in a snare

In the days when I was young,
When the happy songs were sung,
When I ran around and played,
And good memories were made,
I was carefree and cared for.
But those days are now no more.
All who loved me are now dead,
Now there's little to be said.
I'm abandoned outcast,
And I'm loosing myself fast.
Most days I wish my life would end,
But then my life just took a bend,
And now there's some one just like me,
So together we will see,
If life is actually good,
Or misfortune in a hood.

The loosing fight
I sit alone on this dark night
And try to win a loosing fight
I try to stop myself I swear
To tell myself I ought to care
But even now I'm reaching out
And very careful not to shout
As the pain shoots through my wrist
I know full well I haven't missed

I sit and gaze off into space
While the tears roll down my face
I'm sorry but I have to go
My demons ever downwards tow
I'll see you someday hopefully
In a better place to be
I raise the knife and slash my chest
I leave this world and go to rest