Have you thought of me?
These past few days,
  I bet you haven't.
    I thought of you.
     What else is new?
      You take, and I am Empty.
        Worst part is I may be okay with that...

The bigger the risk,
The more exciting it is.
There’s a pull to the dark
In everyone.
Those who ignore it
Will end in heavy indulgence.
Those who embrace it
Will use it to the best of their advantage.
And those who fight it?
Well, kudos.
That’s a challenge like no other.

There is something about you that scares me, yet is exciting.
Something that tells me to stay away, yet here I am, unable to resist.
It is the uncertainty of you that pulls me in.  
This wanting to be a part of your world, your unsafe world.
Danger calls me, she calls me through you.
I gravitate towards her.
You are a dangerous woman.
A woman who can control my mind and heart.
A woman who, without touch, has already had a stronger hold on me unlike any other I have ever encountered.
With merely a glance, I am entranced.
You simply breathe near my atmosphere , I fall on my knees, begging for more.
Then, you walk away.
Then, I am empty.
Am I angered by your actions?
No! Instead, I obsess over what I may have possibly done wrong to have lost you.
You could never do wrong in my eyes.

Looking back on old memories,
I can never forget.
You're in every single one,
I won't ever forget.
Did you truly believe I would?
After everything we've been through?
Do you understand the impact you had?
Have you ever thought I may not have wanted to let you go?
Ever wondered why I refuse to forget?