I see you all the time
Don't know why I can't get you off my mind
Little do I know I'm so blind to the fact that someone else has caught your eye.

Playing with my emotions like its the thing to do
Don't know why you're acting brand new.

One day you're In my face with your hands around my waist
The next day I don't even exist what is this nonsense...

I'm sick of the confusion has it all been just an illusion
Was I just a naive little girl lost in her own world. ..

What is this nonsense.......

Why am I here? I ask myself constantly
All of this superficiality is slowly consuming me
Caught up in the hair and the nails,
But blind to the fact that that is a living hell
They sit back and they laugh at something on their Iphones
But I simply sit back and watch and stay in my android zone.
 So why am I here? I ask myself once more
As I watch them walk into a very expensive store
Knowing that I don't wear Gucci and Calvin Klein
I sit back to myself with my own humble mind
Why am I here? I ask myself while I'm sitting alone
I don't even really know, so I guess I'll go home

                                  ~Leilah E. Isaacs