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Leila Feb 2014
Sometimes there just isn’t anything to say, anything to feel
Lines easily blur between what is fake and what is real
Some days there’s no control and actions are powerless
If progress is made in darkness reality then devours it
When will come the catalyst, when will come change
I try my hardest even though times are strange
Patiently I must wait for what’s to come – for a better life
Forever waiting and always – there’s no end in sight
I hope that, by and by, tonight will yield to the dawn
At that moment I’ll know my bearing’s never been wrong
And I’ll find myself exactly as I want to be
Peaceful yet dynamic like a wave in the sea
Leila Feb 2014
A drought rules with free reign    
Even over the most fertile plain  
All is sacrificed to the terrain  
Any clarity you cannot obtain  
Resources you cannot sustain  
The desert wont be influenced to change  
Your yearning will be shared with your pain  
Days take from you what little remains  
Each grain of sand needs the sky to rain  
If it doesnt the Earth will not refrain  
From saturating herself with the blood in your veins
Leila Feb 2014
Born and raised under smoke towers
I grew up on soil that wealth powers
Greed sours - round here are found no flowers
If it rains, I advise you to avoid the showers
And actually - just don’t use the water at all
It seems one of the plants has had a close call
A strange kind of leak through their impervious wall
Select folks knew weeks ago but couldn’t forestall
After all, toxins in the river shouldn’t have anyone concerned
This water has been poison since the century turned
In a place of industry – poor men should have learned
Slaving along the Kanawha doesn’t entitle you what’s earned
When you take a deep breath, don’t savor it slow
On the job breathing easy is all about what you know
Which mountain you reside atop and your complete bio
Cause here nobody knows nothing unless they're some CEO
Leila Jan 2014
I apologize for relying so heavily on you
I’m sorry for the times I put on or withdrew
I don't like being confused about what to say
I heard people talk, but whatever, who were they
Nobody could tell me what we we're worthy of
I don't get it, I was just trying to feel the love
Like there was a form of it that really existed
Affection is either conditional or twisted
I'm hurt but I know our time together wasn't in vain
Out of the blackest earth grows the finest grain
I hope you remember me in the years that come
And think of me sometimes when you drink your ***
Leila Jan 2014
A parables lesson is sometimes haunting
In a life lived solitary lonely and wanting
But this is what I get for trying to trap a star
An emotional scar, any effort fools and mars
You see the balance was just too upset
And the other stargazers couldn't forget
The pressure quickly became unstable
I was searching for truth in a fable
You may think you know who a person is
But blinding is the star that you burdened like this
It's bound to become an illusion of what you wish it could be
When you do good you should throw it in the sea
Morally, sad men ought to try and be more well versed
You must never drink poison to quench a thirst
Leila Jan 2014
Confusion festers deep in my brain
In this drought I’m the last drop of rain
Never to be the same, I am lost
Wondering through this bleak terrain
Soon to be denatured by a single parched grain
Leila Jan 2014
Our time is done - the party has ended
I lost one and i’m slightly offended
I tried hard to make it work
Nothing ever works
Its gonna have to hurt
On my heart he went berserk
He lied as he told me he wouldn't
He hid from me when he said he couldn’t
Why is it so hard to be honest?
Come to find out the truth is ironic…
He asks why i'm soaked after he leaves me in the rain
Words, poems.. they pale in comparison to pain
An imposter with some serious nerve...
It’s like everything said was never heard
Him, the hoes..one day they'll see their fire and feel it's heat
They'll burn up as they sit in their blazing seats
Lies and truths cannot be one and the same
Karma is strange - eventually everything will change
Debtors bear the costs from the closest range
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