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Lee Jan 2013
Successfully masquerade,
as the devil,
get someone,
to sell me their soul.
Lee Jan 2013
Only ten words and i still cant use them wisely.
Lee Jan 2013
I stagger cold through the halls of my indoctrination.
I do not wish to be seen.
A thousand ******* eye's gawk silent from there checker pattern perches
and my chains and prizes jingle
and attract stares
with each bounding step.
I can no longer stand my hours in this house of heresy.
Loose lipped **** lovers
spill secrets over bile chowder
chuckling about a days delicacies
and social secrets.
Second rate at best,
they all know there lover boy on the Hollister bag
probably takes it in the *** more than the average ***
and still they swoon blind batty eyed at the queens that prance the halls.
I am unamused
Feel abused
giving out my finest hobby to any takers.
I'm being used.
How am i supposed to ******* death sweet and smokey at this rate.
Like some fluff tailed hair
I hustle off with my ticking life in toe
the numbers at my waste spell ruin.
I'm late.
I'm late.
If only I had some red haired queen of hearts
to behead me.
A better fate.
Lee Jan 2013
Dig
Some sweet sultry voice
talked to me as I fell
and swerved
and stumbled
down the disco halls.
I was on the other side of the world
swaying and smiling.
I didn't know how to speak,
following blindly.
I couldn't figure out how to sway to the beat with out help
my grinding lack of rhythm.
Lack of class so clear
it choked you to notice
to act and violate.
Complaining to the stranger on the wall
into the ears of your problems
and false promises.
The look on your face was priceless.
I have new ways to swing my beasting bulk and hide,
and they all dig it;
even when they look away
and chuckle about there loneliness in the dark.
My staggering is self destructive, uninterrupted,
and mesmerizing to the modest bits in you.
You try to turn beauty away
but they can't help
to dig my ***** sway.
Another old poem I found in one of my notebooks from a couple years ago.
Lee Jan 2013
I don't sweat , I bleed.
I don't eat, I feed.
I don't want , I need.
I don't heed, just proceed.
I smoke tree's,
and now white fills my eyes slowly.
Lee Jan 2013
Inside my head
is like a fish bowl.
There's something swimming around
adventuring
and looking for more
in that one cubic foot of liquid.
Its excreting disgust
and wide eyed
attempting to calculate
the world outside
seven seconds at a time.
There are other things in there
small sharp pebbles of shame
lining the bottom of my existence,
its bedrock.
A fake chest
full of fake treasure
letting out little bubbles of hope
to keep me distracted when ever I try to look out.
All these things seem to be deemed necessary
for one reason
or another
but what if they aren't.
What if I could just dump my fishbowl brain
out onto the counter
and watch my ambition
and courage
do a final death dance
flopping and gasping
in a pool of fake treasure
and little rocks of shame
surrounded by the chilly pool of my memories
on the malted surface of a linoleum counter.
They say the brain
takes fifteen minutes to die.
Could I only experience it
seven seconds
at a time?
Lee Jan 2013
It began cumbersomely,
as all things like that do.
They stumbled through the dark of her halls,
and rooms,
and doors,
only to find themselves
engulfed in identical darkness.
Until,
at last,
with a single click,
the brilliance of her face was illuminated.
But the pure passion they found themselves in
wasn't enough alone
to disguise the scenes strangeness.
She looked into his eyes.
She said she wanted it to be dark.
She said she wanted him to speak to her.
Like an angel,
comforting a forsaken soul.
Like the devil,
trying to buy a pure spirit.
Like the wind through the trees,
Whispering seasons,
Whispering Tastes of snow;
Whispering of dying leaves;
Whispering of bright sun and a lack of rain.
She said she wanted to taste his breathe,
close,
a days memories breathed in.
Seconds and centimeters from touching
whispering truths
or lies
or whatever was most wonderful
it didn't matter anymore.
She said she wanted to be immersed;
in only the purest;
and most easily remembered senses.
She said she wanted this to prove as some vigil to innocence when she looked back on it.
As some point of turning or transformation.
As a moment of clarity,
shrouded in an indescribable darkness.
She said she wanted it to start,
and so with another click
they began.
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