I hurt when i heard you had passed, pain was all i knew when everyone in my life was crying, I heard the wind whistle the first morning i woke without you in my life. Crying was something i hadn't done yet, When my mother sat me down and told me you died, all i thought was this is a joke, When i finally cried i felt every feeling i had been suppressing and i finally  showed how much it truly hurt me to lose you.

You treat me like I am nothing, you make me do what you do not want to. The only way I feel when I am around you is that I am nothing, you don't care, you only want, you think I am a mistake and that I will not do great things, but the truth is that you hate everything I am, because you know I am a spark that will never go out, you know I am a fire that will burn on, and you know I will be everything you say I'm not. I will help and I will love and I will save, I will not sit on the side lines and watch the world go on without me, I will not let people hurt and I will not forget what you did to me, I will forgive but I will never forget.

At the beginning I thought we were true friends, we talked, we laughed, we cried, but then you hurt me. I hated you I couldn't believe you could do this to me. I thought we were so close that nothing could rip us apart but I was wrong. I stopped talking, I stopped laughing, but I never stopped crying. I thought I would never forgive you, I thought I would hate you for eternity. But the truth is that even though we went through all that it still made us stronger. So all I have to say now is you are forgiven.

Clickety, clack, clickety,clack
Went the bright red shoes
Down the pavement to the right  and into a shop of blue
clickety, clack,clickety, clack
Said the bright red shoes, went to the mall and had it all, then traded the bright red shoes.

You loved me my whole life, you cared for me your whole life, you gave me everything i needed and wanted, you were and are everything to me. I never got to tell you how much i loved you and I never told how sorry i was for every time i hurt you. Mom I love you with all my hurt and I am sorry for anything i did that hurt you, you are everything to me. You are mine and I am yours <3

Ring around the rosie
Handful of snowy
-40, -40
we all stay home