Its hard to wake up from a nightmare when you're not even sleeping
its hard to trust people when you don't even trust yourself
its hard loving people when you dont even love yourself
its hard being in other people's battles when your at war with yourself
its hard trying to find path when you're so lost
its hard to let people In when you want to be alone
its hard to forget the memories when there where so many good ones
Its hard to laugh when you feel like breaking
its hard to fake a smile when there around
its hard for giving people when they put you through so much pain
its hard seeing things gade away when you wamt them to come back
ita hard seeing people leave when I never left anyone
its hard to grow up when everyone is changing
its hard to hold on when you JUST want to let go
its hard not to cry when you gave me so many reasons to
its hard to talk to you when you use my flaws against me
It's hard to think about you when I don't want you to exist
it's hard to feel confident when I have so many flaws
it's hard to dream when you're living a nightmare