I've always dreamed of someone
who'll make his love show
That when I'm sad and full of dismay,
he'll always know what to say
That everytime I throw a fit and when i'm mad
he'll calm me down and hold my hand

that when i'm tired and unwell,
he'll always be there for me,in a ring of a bell
he'll say sweet things that will tickle my heart
and will promise me that we will never part
he'll call me in the middle of the night,
wishing he can hold me tight

he'll make me laugh to a point of tears,
washing away all my fears
he'll take me to walks by the moon,
making cute faces like a funny cartoon

he'll gladly hold my hand in front of his friends,
telling them it was "us" till the end
he'll run after me through the rain,
holding me on through the pain

he'll dance with me though there's no music
and he'll steal a kiss real quick
he'll sing sweet melodies into my ears,
with a song that only both our hearts can hear...

i still dream of
him at night
hiding my tears from
plain sight
it hurts remembering
the smile on his face
and how our love
has gone to waste

i still yearn for the sweet
sound of his voice
and how it was painfully
my choice
i'll never forget everything
we shared
and all of the tears
i have shed

i'm so stupid to think i could
take it all back
to fill in the things i lacked
i blame myself for all this crap
causing all this pain,
creating a gap

but i'll never regret
the smiles he painted on my face
all of which might be erased
if he finds someone to take
my place


i'm sorry.. :(