I’m pretty
talented, calm, helpful
and understanding

after a couple too many drinks
and some overthinking
I become another person

angry, resentful, impulsive
and agressive

through our choices of
substance abuse
we often experience
a personality change

yet
negative emotionality
can also be
a positive thing

in the end
it teaches us something
about ourselves

sometimes
I’m under the impression
that my life choices
dictate my quest
for the joy of life
in a way that affects
my relationships
and desires

I probably think too much
about these things
so
I instinctively distance myself
from clubs
I’d like to belong to

we must live
and experience
to the fullest
no matter
what
our
choices
are