ALL I CAN BE IS ME!!



YOU LOOK AT ME, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE!!



TEARS HAVE FALLEN OF AN IMAGINARY NUMBER.



PEOPLE THAT LOVED AND SHARED MY LIFE WITH, CAME AND CRUMBLED.



THE PAIN THAT I HIDE IN MY HEART WILL ALWAYS REMAIN.



THAT’S IF I BECOME RICH, SUCCESSFUL, AND GET ALL THE FAME.



I LOST MY HEART AND SOUL IN 06



RUBY L. NAPIER, SINCE YOU BEEN GONE THINGS HAVEN'T BEEN RITE SINCE.



EVERYDAY I WAKE WITH A TEAR IN MY SOUL FOR YOU.



JUST LOOKING TO THE SKY AND ASKING "'WHAT SHALL I DO?"



TIME HASN'T HEAL ALL MY WOUNDS AND SCARS HAVEN'T CAME YET,



THIS PROCESS IS SO, SO ALL THE OTHER **** BETTER COME CORRECT!!



I WORK AND TRYING TO EARN A LIVING AND PROVIDE FOR MY KIDS,



"YOU" WORRIED ABOUT A **** CAR BEING CLEAN, SOME **** RIMS,AND HOPING SOMEONE DON’T BUST YOUR **** LID.



PEOPLE SAY THEY KNOW HOW IT FEEL, TO HAVE SO MUCH PAIN,



*******, THIS RITE HERE *****, WILL DRIVE A SANE MAN, INSANE.



NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE OR SPEND TIME WITH YOUR SEEDS



BUT YET YOU ARE PROVIDING EVERYTHING THAT THEY NEED.



PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTANDING YOU, BECAUSE OF YOUR BACKGROUND,



WAY I WAS RAISED AND MILITARY TRAINING, JUMPING AT ANY LITTLE SOUND.



I’M NOT ANGRY, JUST TIRED OF SILLY ****,



I’M JUST WAITING FOR THAT RITE FIT.



IT MAY LOOK AND SOUND LIKE I’M ANGRY, SEE MISUNDERSTOOD, THAT’S WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT.



THAT’S ME; MEET MY MOM AND MY SISTER, ALL THEY DO IS SCREAM AND SHOUT.



FAMILY, BRUHS, BROS, FRIENDS, AND ASSOCIATES THAT I HAVE CROSSED HAVE TURNED THERE BACK ON ME.



that was GOD way of teaching me, so I can SEE!!



I'M NOT INNOCENT ON THIS ROAD, I HAVE DONE SOME THINGS THAT WASN'T KIND!!



BUT, BEFORE YOU JUDGE AND SAY I'M CRAZY, LOOK AT YOUR OWN **** FAULTS BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MINE.



IN LIGHT OF THIS LATEST ROAD IT SEEM TO BE A LONELY ROAD,



AND YES IT SEEM SO COLD.



AND THINGS ARE NOT TO BE;



BUT I KNOW YOU ARE HERE WITH ME.



SO MANY ARE RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND SINCE BROKE MY VERTBRAE,



LOOKING INTO MY OLDEST CHILDREN EYES AND NOT KNOWING WUT TO SAY.



NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL MY YOUNGEST SON; WHAT I HAD DONE.



SCARED, NOT KNOWING IF I WOULD SURVIVE.



CRYING IN TBICU WANTING TO STAY ALIVE.



FROM NOT BEING ABLE EAT, THEN NOT BEING ABLE TASTE, TO STILL HAVING TROUBLE SWALLOWING.



MAYBE IF I A TWITTER ACCOUNT I COULD SEE WHO IS CONCERN OR WHO WILL FOLLOW...............NO ONE.



BUT ALL IN ALL I AM HUMBLE AND GLAD TO BE HERE.



MY EYES OPEN AND I CAN SEE WITH OR WITHOUT MY GLASSES CLEAR.

ONE!!

I'm all around, yet I can't be seen. 
And when you're alone, I'm what you feen.
I can make you have joy in chest,
And all through life, I'm the ultimate test.  
I can make you sad, to the point you think you have a disease.
I'm so strong, I can make you so weak in your knees.
Some people mistake me for *** & I can make a male ****** flex.
Once u can identify me, LIFE...start to begin.

Your energy, is apart of me..I am left speechless. As your eyes met mine, then I am approached by you another time. I looked and could not find you.....I looked and could not find you. My heart set empty for you. My eyes caught a glace of an energy romance.......

You found me and with joy, all I could do is smile. My heart heavy for your pains and excited fro your strength...I just want to be apart of what makes it all sync....I see you, and I know your strong and torn.   Let me be who I can be for you, And I will keep your heart warm. I will make you laugh between the tears and fears......All you have to do is Let your energy be free.  And a Friend to you I'll be.

RELAX AND CLOSE YOUR EYES, WE ARE ON A LIL TRIP,

SHOES ARE OFF AND A BEAD OF SWEAT ROLL DOWN ACROSS UR LIP.

WALKING ON A BEACH OF WHITE SAND AND CRSYTAL CLEAR OCEAN,

YOU LIE DOWN AND GET RUBBED DOWN WITH SUN BLOCK LOTION.

BY THE WAY YOU POSITIONED, YOU FEEL THE SUN WARMING YOUR LOVELY FEET, 

A LIGHT TROPICAL BREEZE COMES BY AND COOL YOU OFF, (DEEP SIGH,) WHAT A RELIEF,

YOU SLOWLY OPEN YOUR EYES, AS EVERYTHING COME INTO FOCUS,

TURNING UR HEAD LEFT AND RIGHT, LOOKING UP AND DOWN THE BEACH; NO ONE REMAIN, JUST US. WE LIE AND CONVERSATE,

WITH YOUR HAND ON MY CHEST AND MY HAND ON YOUR WAIST.  

I KNOW YOU CAN FEEL IT, MY HEART BEAT JUST CHANGE;

I GRAB SOME FRESH FRUIT AND GIVE YOU A TASTE.  WE LOOK OUT OVER THE WATER WITH THE WAVES CRASHING AGAINST THE SOFT, WHITE SAND.
WE SEE DOLPINS SWIMMIMG AND JUMPING, WITH A BABY CRAB COMING ON LAND.
THE SUN RAYS ARE TICKLING EDGE OF THE SEA, WE BOTH KNOW THAT THE DAY IS COMING TO THE LINE, 
WITH SUN KISSING THE OCEAN, WE KISSED; IT’S SWEETER THAN RED WINE.  
THE DAY WE HAD WAS WONDERFUL, GREAT TIME, AWESOME QUALITY,
JUST HOPE SHE FEELS THE WAY I DO, UNLIMITED QUANITY

When I lay in your arms there is always an embrace;
You don't pick and choose cause of my race.
You massage the day's stress away,
Having me ready for the next day.
You kept me warm, when it's cold.
I cried on your shoulder and you didn't tell a soul.
You held me up when I couldn't stand.
With you, I fantasized about beautiful oceans and  torn battled land.
While with you I have been a king and dreamt of falling from plane.
But being in you have brought me from being insane, to sane.
You have seen my heart broken and I have scattered some too.
But my happiness wouldn't be complete without you!

As you unwrap me with left hand ur body heat start rise, I remain cool;
I drop a little off but u catch it with tongue and that taste make you drool.
You lick my hard sweet top till u get to the nuts.
Until you taste all my combination of my guts.
You can't talked from white juice and nuts filling your mouth.
But the real treat is in the south.
As we closer to ur fill.
You get your last lick And you get shocking chill.

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING?

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU HAVE EVERYTHING?

ARE GREEN WITH ENVY?

AND MAKE THEM YOU ENEMY?

HOW DO YOU ACT?

HOW DO YOU REACT?

HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOU'RE RESPECTED?

HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOU'RE DISRESPECTED?

DO YOU REMAIN THE SAME?

OR DO YOU GET VIOLENT OR STAY TAME?

DO YOU CRY OR CLINCH YOUR FIST?

DO YOU HOLD A GRUDGE AND PUT IT ON A LIST?

HMMM????

FIRST, IS STRONG YOUNG MAN,

WHEN HE WAS BORN I BECAME HIS #1 FAN.

LOOKING INTO HIS EYE, WHILE HE LOOKED INTO MINE,

LIL HEAD, EYES, NOSE, AND MOUTH; SO INNOCENT AND KIND.

WHEN PICKED HIM UP,HE WOULD JUST SMILING AND LAUGH,

EVEN WHEN I CHANGING HIS DIAPER OR GIVEN HIM A BATHE.

PEOPLE SAY HE SHOULD BEEN MY TWIN, BUT NOT ON THIS DAY,

NO HIS MOM DIDN'T NAME HIM, I DID, SO I NAMED HIM DEVONTA(Y),

HE DIDN'T WANT LEAVE MY SIDE OR BE RIGHT UNDER MY ARM.

FROM THAT DAY FORWARD, I'LL LET NO ONE CAUSE YOU ANY HARM,

ME BEING A FATHER... A DAD AT 21...... ABSURD,

BUT THAT ALL CHANGED IN 1998, AUGUST 3.

AND AS YOU GROW DAY TO DAY YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO SEE IT,

BUT I DO, I FEEL IT, SEE IT, ITS IN YOU,THE ABLITITY TO PUSH ON WITH NO QUIT.

YOU HAVE MY BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH YOUR VEINS AND HEART,

ITS LIKE GOD CUT OUT A PIECE OF ME AND GAVE YOU A PART.

I'M PROUD TO BE YOU DAD AND PROUD YOUR MY SON.

I EXPECT GREAT THINGS FROM YOU; YES I EXPECT A TON.

2ND IS BABYGIRL, IESHA KENYATTA BOULER,

WHEN SHE BORN SHE DIDN'T WANT ME TO TOUCH OR HOLD HER.

SHE WOULD CRY EVEN IF I LOOK OR TOOK A PEEK,

SO I USED TO SNEAK AND HOLD HER WHILE SHE WAS SLEEP.

IT WAS SO BAD, I ASK GRANDMA WHAT I'M DOING WRONG.

SHE SMILE AND SAY, DON'T WORRY; KEEP UR HEAD AND BE STRONG.

I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE,

NOT GOING ANYWHERE,

& WHEN THEY HURT YOUR HEART;

I'LL BE THERE PICK UP PIECES AND PUT THEM BACK TOGETHER PART BY PART.

SHE WAS RIGHT, NOW SHE CALL ME EVERYDAY.

"I LOVE YOU BABYGIRL!", NOTHING MORE I NEED TO SAY.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST IS A INTELLIGENT YOUNG MAN,

THIS MAN DIFFERENT HIS IS A WHOLE OTHER BRAND

HE LOVE SCHOOL AND HE LOVE GOING CHURCH AND WORSHIPPING THE LORD,

HE LISTEN TO ELDERS AND HIS HEAD IS NOT HARD.

THIS IS BECAUSE OF HIS MOTHER.

I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME THAT ALL MY KIDS MET EACH OTHER.

I COULDN'T GET THEM TO SIT BY THEM SELF, "I GOT TO SIT BY MY SISTER AND BROTHER!"

I'VE BEEN PROUD OF YOU EVERY SINCE WE PLAYED IN MS. DOT HOUSE ON STAIRS,

I DON'T KNOW YOUR MOM TELL YOU, BUT EVERYTIME I TALK TO HER OR TEXT HER I ASK ABOUT SAMUEL,

I ASK HOW YOU DOING IN SCHOOL AND TELL YOU THAT, I LOVE YOU

YOU ARE THE 3RD MEMBER, BUT STILL VERY IMPORTANT TO FUTURE CREW.

EVEN THOUGH I SEE YOU LESS THAN YOUR OTHER SIBLINGS,

I JUST PRAY THAT WHEN I SEE YOU IT PAYS DIVIDENDS.

“I consider it a bless'n just to be in your presence; My body you arouse, but its my mind you be ***'n, having it ******'n....”-->
The blessing is all mine, that I would find; A woman who would simulate without any hesi—tation...-->
“U elevate me to new heights each time our thoughts are in session; As a result I'm confess'n-->
FINALLY a man with a spark of perfection, who thinks with his mind and not his—*******....”-->
Heights are limitless when it comes to our love & when we pray to the Man above; Perfection maybe from your point of view, but a woman like you is: Hell there are only a few...-->
“I love how you neva leave room for doubt or cause any stress'n; YES God favored me when he sent u in my direction; the shield around my heart I've always protected, was invaded & destroyed the minute our souls were connected...”-->
Mentally our love is on the same plane & there's no point'n fingers on who is to blame; I credit you with this connection & you have a touch of a different heart; A whole unknown section...-->
“U are the epitome of what many guys portray to be, but unlike them, you represent the reality of what a MAN should be; You don't just compliment, you complete me; I belong to you; You make me feel brand new, every bad memory of my past was instantly erased & replaced the moment my heart was introduced to you...”-->
I complete you? Thats hard to believe; But if you ever take your love away, for eternal my heart will grieve; You make me ecstatic to be alive & when I get next to you my stomach feels like a beehive...-->
“U're the man, Nah let me take that back, you're the truth; There are so many worlds I could use to describe you; You're my friend, my lover, my man, my knight, my KING; Us together, we can conquer anything...”-->The description of me being your KING, doesn't mean anything if you're not my Queen; I may be your friend, your lover, your man, your knight, but you conquered me when you stepped into my sight...-->“Consider me the Bonnie to your Clyde, I was made to stick by your side; Whatever comes our way, with each otha we gon ride; When othas look at us, its hard for them to decipher what they see, but when I look at us, its the definition of love to me...”-->
I'm Jason & you're my Lyric; To spend the res of my life, hmmm you're my pick; That's right this right here just click; My word is—Soul mate; I've been look all my life for this date & God made me wait & everyone else hate...-->
“They say u get what u pray for & I find that to be true, bcuz everyything I've searched & prayed for is found all in u...”-->
In my dreams you are what I see & I never thought this would be; Flawless in front of me; I asked God to keep this love strong & keep my heart & soul where it belong-Wrapped around your heart & saving you from harm...

LISTEN UP!!!!

HEAD UP!!

NOW THAT I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION

AND YOU ARE NOT WATCHING TV AND HEAD IS OUT FRIDGE IN THE KITCHEN.

YEAH, I’M TALKING TO YOU, I’M TRYING TO PLANT A SEED; PLEASE DON’T WAIT

I KNOW WHAT SAYING “WHAT ARE YOU TALKIN ABOUT?” I WANT YOU TO SUCCEED; TO BE GREAT.

I WAS THE 1ST ON MY FATHER SIDE TO GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL,

SO FROM THEIR IGNORANCE I DIDN’T GO STRAIGHT TO COLLEGE, I DIDN’T HAVE THE TOOLS.

18 YEARS WITHOUT A PLAN, I HAD TO MAKE DECISION AND MY DECISION WAS TO ENTER THER SERVICE,

FOR 3 MONTHS AND 1 WEEK, MY WILL, PRIDE, AND HEART WAS CHALLENGE.

BY NOW YOU KNOW YOURSELF PHYSICALLY,

BUT NOW I WANT YOU TO MOTIVATE YOURSELF MENTALLY.

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU FALL DOWN?

DUST YOURSELF OFF AND PICK YOURSELF OFF THE GROUND.

I NEED TO KNOW, YOU'RE GOING TO DO MORE WITH LESS,

SO WHEN I'M NOT THERE, I KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO BE A SUCCESS.

YOU REMEMBER BACK IN DA DAY,

WHEN YOU COULDN'T WAIT TIL SATURDAY TO WATCH CARTOONS;

AND MA OR GRANDMA HAD THE HOUSE SMELLING LIKE BACON THAT WAKE YOU,BUT YOU DIDNT MIND CAUSE IT SMELLED SO GOOD.

AND IT WAS NEVER TO HOT TO BE OUTSIDE, AND WHEN IT WAS COLD, MA USE TO TELL YOU, "IF YOU DONT PUT A COAT ON, I KNOW SOMETHING!" LOL.

BACK IN DA DAY......

WHEN YOU USE WRITE LOVE NOTES LIKE, "DO YOU LIKE ME? CIRCLE YES OR NO!"

WHEN SOMEONE SAID "YA MAMA!" EVERYBODY SAID, "UHH HE SAID YOUR MAMA!"

WHEN FIGHTS WERE STARTED BY "BADDEST ONE TOUCH MY HAND!"

WHEN YOU COULDN'T LIVE DAY WITHOUT TALKING TO YOUR FRIENDS.

BACK IN DA DAY.....

WHEN YOUR MOM HAD TO CALL YOU HOME CAUSE ITS GETTING DARK,

WHEN A REALLY BIG BUG FASCINATE YOU.

WHEN YOU HAD TO GET IRON YOUR SCHOOL CLOTHES AT WHILE YOU ON THE PHONE.

WHEN YOU ON THE PHONE WITH YOUR GIRL/BOYFRIEND YOU ARE ABOUT FALL ASLEEP AND SAY "ARE YOU SLEEP?"LOL

BACK IN DA DAY......

WHEN YOU DIDN'T WORRY ABOUT AN HAIR CUT OR HAIR DO.

WHEN YOU HAD PUPPY LOVE AND YOU GAVE LOVE LICKS.

WHEN YOU HAD YOU FIRST KISS AND YOU HAD TO TELL SOMEONE.

BACK IN DA DAY...... :)

I stare into your eyes and get hypontize,
and kiss you and you dont stop me, like i have told you no lies.
Aggressively I grab your womanly features;
and you close your eyes, even though I'm behaving like a creature.
Your heart speed up, even as you relax in my arms,
cause I'm bout lick, kiss, nibble, & bite without causing any ****** harm.
I've waited all day for an audience so I can preform.
Your body is a symphony and I the conductor,
so SHHHHHHH.... and let me conduct.
This is more complex than Beethoven or Mozart,
YOU are here.......... so you've done your part.
I have several conductor's baton like my tongue, fingers, lips for example;
kiss to the back of neck nice and slow and rubbing on your breast is a sample.
Your breathe getting heavy and body starting to get tense.
The air in the room is getting thick, it's starting to condense.
I grab your hand to let you know you're in good hands.
OUR phones are off, the door is locked, and there are no other plans.
I carry you to the bed still locked in on my work.
I start with ur shoes....and end with your skirt.
I take your ******* off with my teeth;
and admire at the prize thats lies beneath.
This number going to be tricky; I'm so anxious, but I know I have to take my time.
Kissing on your feet, nibbling on your calves, licking on your thighs; in the lower 48 this has to be a crime.
I feel you arching your back and grabbing the sheets; with "Seem Like You Ready!", playing in the background.
I have my face between you thighs like a blood hound.
You moan from sheer pleasure and you tell me to,"STOP, I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE!"
I give you a devilish smile and continue to conduct, til you to escape and end up on the floor.
I get up and proceed to the door, i look back and wink;
We both know that we are 1 cause we have that perfect link.

WAKING UP, OPENING AND RUBBING THE SLEEP FROM MY EYES,

AND LOOK OVER TO MAKE SURE SHE’S STILL THERE AND YES YOU ARE TO MY SURPRISE.

THE MEMORIES START TO COME UP LIKE PREVIEWS OF A MOVIE,

YOU MOVE A LIL AND I COULD TELL THAT, MY LOVE IS STILL SLEEPY.

I REMEMBER THE FIRST DAY WE MET, SHE LOOK AT ME AND SMILED;

NOT KNOWING IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF MY DEMISE.

I TRIED TO PLAY IT COOL AND NOT LET HER KNOW THERE WAS SINGING IN MY HEART,

I GOT TO TALK TO HER, I GOT TO HEAR HER VOICE, I CAN’T LET THIS FEELING GO, I GOT DO THIS SMART.

SO I WALKED UP TO HER TRYING NOT TO MAKE MYSELF LOOK A FOOL.

PLAYED IT MY MIND, BUT I JUST ASK AND PLAYED IT COOL.

AND EVER SINCE, A SMILE HAS BEEN IMPLANTED,

MY WORLD HAS SLOWED DOWN, NOT SO FRANTIC.

THAT’S RIGHT, LOL, WE’RE CRUISING AT THE RIGHT PACE,

AND THE BETTER WE HAVE GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER, IT FELT YOU WERE IN THE RIGHT PLACE.

I CAN’T BELIEVE GOD LET AN ANGEL DOWN FROM HEAVEN TO BE BY MY SIDE,

AND BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE BECOME EVEN MORE HUMBLED AND FULL OF PRIDE.

NO EYELINER, LIPSTICK, OR BLUSH.

I KNOW I LOVE HER; THIS IS MORE THN SOME JR. HIGH CRUSH.

SO, TO COMPLETE THEMY FAMILY PUZZLE,

I STOP BY JEWELER AND A FLORIST FOR WHITE ROSES; “TWO DOZEN!”

SO I CALL YOU AND SAY, “HEY LOVE, HOW WAS YOUR DAY? I MUST SEE YOU.”

SHE SAYS, “HEY BABE, HEARING YOUR VOICE JUST MADE IT GREAT. SURE!”  SHE HAS NO CLUE.

I APPROACH HER WITH CONFIDENCE IN MY HEART AND MY STOMACH HAD BUTTERFLIES,

BUT I KNEW THIS IS THE MOMENT, SO I CROSS ALL THE T’S AND DOT ALL THE I’S

SO I KISSED HER AND GAVE HER THE ROSES;

SHE STILL DON’T KNOW I’M ABOUT TO PROPOSE.

EVERYTHING BECAME TOTALLY STILL AND STARS WERE SO BRIGHT,

IT WAS THE PERFECT SUMMER NIGHT.

AS I GET DOWN ON MY KNEE WITH TEARS FORMING IN MY EYES, “AS I LOOK UP TO YOU AND GOD, PLEASE SHARE MY LIFE?”

“PLEASE BE MY BETTER HALF, MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER………………………………………….MY WIFE.”

LET'S TAKE A WALK,

LET'S HAVE A TALK... WITHOUT SAYING A WORD.

AS WE LOOK AT ONE ANOTHER AND ADMIRE EACH OTHER, HAVE A ****** WITHOUT A TOUCH.

GET LOST FROM THE WORLD WITH A HUG.

GET HYPOTNIZE WITH A KISS AND TRANSFORM FROM FRIENDS TO LOVERS;

LEAVE THE REST OF THE WORLD BEHIND AS FLY THROUGH THE UNIVERSE IN AN ESCTASY OF PASSIONATE LOVE.

THE WORLD START BACK ROTATE AND AS OUR JOURNEY COME TO AN END AND LAND BACK ON EARTH, I CARESS YOU AND TELL YOU, "I LOVE YOU!"