ALL I CAN BE IS ME!!



YOU LOOK AT ME, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE!!



TEARS HAVE FALLEN OF AN IMAGINARY NUMBER.



PEOPLE THAT LOVED AND SHARED MY LIFE WITH, CAME AND CRUMBLED.



THE PAIN THAT I HIDE IN MY HEART WILL ALWAYS REMAIN.



THAT’S IF I BECOME RICH, SUCCESSFUL, AND GET ALL THE FAME.



I LOST MY HEART AND SOUL IN 06



RUBY L. NAPIER, SINCE YOU BEEN GONE THINGS HAVEN'T BEEN RITE SINCE.



EVERYDAY I WAKE WITH A TEAR IN MY SOUL FOR YOU.



JUST LOOKING TO THE SKY AND ASKING "'WHAT SHALL I DO?"



TIME HASN'T HEAL ALL MY WOUNDS AND SCARS HAVEN'T CAME YET,



THIS PROCESS IS SO, SO ALL THE OTHER **** BETTER COME CORRECT!!



I WORK AND TRYING TO EARN A LIVING AND PROVIDE FOR MY KIDS,



"YOU" WORRIED ABOUT A **** CAR BEING CLEAN, SOME **** RIMS,AND HOPING SOMEONE DON’T BUST YOUR **** LID.



PEOPLE SAY THEY KNOW HOW IT FEEL, TO HAVE SO MUCH PAIN,



*******, THIS RITE HERE *****, WILL DRIVE A SANE MAN, INSANE.



NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE OR SPEND TIME WITH YOUR SEEDS



BUT YET YOU ARE PROVIDING EVERYTHING THAT THEY NEED.



PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTANDING YOU, BECAUSE OF YOUR BACKGROUND,



WAY I WAS RAISED AND MILITARY TRAINING, JUMPING AT ANY LITTLE SOUND.



I’M NOT ANGRY, JUST TIRED OF SILLY ****,



I’M JUST WAITING FOR THAT RITE FIT.



IT MAY LOOK AND SOUND LIKE I’M ANGRY, SEE MISUNDERSTOOD, THAT’S WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT.



THAT’S ME; MEET MY MOM AND MY SISTER, ALL THEY DO IS SCREAM AND SHOUT.



FAMILY, BRUHS, BROS, FRIENDS, AND ASSOCIATES THAT I HAVE CROSSED HAVE TURNED THERE BACK ON ME.



that was GOD way of teaching me, so I can SEE!!



I'M NOT INNOCENT ON THIS ROAD, I HAVE DONE SOME THINGS THAT WASN'T KIND!!



BUT, BEFORE YOU JUDGE AND SAY I'M CRAZY, LOOK AT YOUR OWN **** FAULTS BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MINE.



IN LIGHT OF THIS LATEST ROAD IT SEEM TO BE A LONELY ROAD,



AND YES IT SEEM SO COLD.



AND THINGS ARE NOT TO BE;



BUT I KNOW YOU ARE HERE WITH ME.



SO MANY ARE RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND SINCE BROKE MY VERTBRAE,



LOOKING INTO MY OLDEST CHILDREN EYES AND NOT KNOWING WUT TO SAY.



NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL MY YOUNGEST SON; WHAT I HAD DONE.



SCARED, NOT KNOWING IF I WOULD SURVIVE.



CRYING IN TBICU WANTING TO STAY ALIVE.



FROM NOT BEING ABLE EAT, THEN NOT BEING ABLE TASTE, TO STILL HAVING TROUBLE SWALLOWING.



MAYBE IF I A TWITTER ACCOUNT I COULD SEE WHO IS CONCERN OR WHO WILL FOLLOW...............NO ONE.



BUT ALL IN ALL I AM HUMBLE AND GLAD TO BE HERE.



MY EYES OPEN AND I CAN SEE WITH OR WITHOUT MY GLASSES CLEAR.

ONE!!

I'm all around, yet I can't be seen. 
And when you're alone, I'm what you feen.
I can make you have joy in chest,
And all through life, I'm the ultimate test.  
I can make you sad, to the point you think you have a disease.
I'm so strong, I can make you so weak in your knees.
Some people mistake me for *** & I can make a male ****** flex.
Once u can identify me, LIFE...start to begin.

Your energy, is apart of me..I am left speechless. As your eyes met mine, then I am approached by you another time. I looked and could not find you.....I looked and could not find you. My heart set empty for you. My eyes caught a glace of an energy romance.......

You found me and with joy, all I could do is smile. My heart heavy for your pains and excited fro your strength...I just want to be apart of what makes it all sync....I see you, and I know your strong and torn.   Let me be who I can be for you, And I will keep your heart warm. I will make you laugh between the tears and fears......All you have to do is Let your energy be free.  And a Friend to you I'll be.

RELAX AND CLOSE YOUR EYES, WE ARE ON A LIL TRIP,

SHOES ARE OFF AND A BEAD OF SWEAT ROLL DOWN ACROSS UR LIP.

WALKING ON A BEACH OF WHITE SAND AND CRSYTAL CLEAR OCEAN,

YOU LIE DOWN AND GET RUBBED DOWN WITH SUN BLOCK LOTION.

BY THE WAY YOU POSITIONED, YOU FEEL THE SUN WARMING YOUR LOVELY FEET, 

A LIGHT TROPICAL BREEZE COMES BY AND COOL YOU OFF, (DEEP SIGH,) WHAT A RELIEF,

YOU SLOWLY OPEN YOUR EYES, AS EVERYTHING COME INTO FOCUS,

TURNING UR HEAD LEFT AND RIGHT, LOOKING UP AND DOWN THE BEACH; NO ONE REMAIN, JUST US. WE LIE AND CONVERSATE,

WITH YOUR HAND ON MY CHEST AND MY HAND ON YOUR WAIST.  

I KNOW YOU CAN FEEL IT, MY HEART BEAT JUST CHANGE;

I GRAB SOME FRESH FRUIT AND GIVE YOU A TASTE.  WE LOOK OUT OVER THE WATER WITH THE WAVES CRASHING AGAINST THE SOFT, WHITE SAND.
WE SEE DOLPINS SWIMMIMG AND JUMPING, WITH A BABY CRAB COMING ON LAND.
THE SUN RAYS ARE TICKLING EDGE OF THE SEA, WE BOTH KNOW THAT THE DAY IS COMING TO THE LINE, 
WITH SUN KISSING THE OCEAN, WE KISSED; IT’S SWEETER THAN RED WINE.  
THE DAY WE HAD WAS WONDERFUL, GREAT TIME, AWESOME QUALITY,
JUST HOPE SHE FEELS THE WAY I DO, UNLIMITED QUANITY

When I lay in your arms there is always an embrace;
You don't pick and choose cause of my race.
You massage the day's stress away,
Having me ready for the next day.
You kept me warm, when it's cold.
I cried on your shoulder and you didn't tell a soul.
You held me up when I couldn't stand.
With you, I fantasized about beautiful oceans and  torn battled land.
While with you I have been a king and dreamt of falling from plane.
But being in you have brought me from being insane, to sane.
You have seen my heart broken and I have scattered some too.
But my happiness wouldn't be complete without you!

As you unwrap me with left hand ur body heat start rise, I remain cool;
I drop a little off but u catch it with tongue and that taste make you drool.
You lick my hard sweet top till u get to the nuts.
Until you taste all my combination of my guts.
You can't talked from white juice and nuts filling your mouth.
But the real treat is in the south.
As we closer to ur fill.
You get your last lick And you get shocking chill.

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING?

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU HAVE EVERYTHING?

ARE GREEN WITH ENVY?

AND MAKE THEM YOU ENEMY?

HOW DO YOU ACT?

HOW DO YOU REACT?

HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOU'RE RESPECTED?

HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOU'RE DISRESPECTED?

DO YOU REMAIN THE SAME?

OR DO YOU GET VIOLENT OR STAY TAME?

DO YOU CRY OR CLINCH YOUR FIST?

DO YOU HOLD A GRUDGE AND PUT IT ON A LIST?

HMMM????