"Is it a sin to forgot reality with all its sorrows and disappointments that heavy ones self down, all the memories they dear to haunt in brood day light, standing tall not afraid to hide anymore, is it a sin to pass by with no regret on ones shoulders, walking away immune from all that wanted to swallow ones self hole, my darling I'v been this way for so long and sadly with time I've been narrow with the words I speak, how emotions go through our veins are all logic now, how pain affects the mind and souls are just stories now, I'm a mess I know that before I even met you, you thought you would fix me, oh my darling you can't fix what has never been broken, this is the way I was designed my darling, blood flowing through my hallow veins to keep me breathing until the time that I'll go back to the earth that is where we are all connected, I carry my self day by day walking through memories that souls care deeply for, they would lie and promise to die for another, I walk by observing what goes around me, I pay much attention to details studying how the paint brush moves to create a fascinating painting, how the sky dances carelessly with blue pink violet shades than the stars follow to play, I wonder upon the trees that go deep down into the soil, how the vines are so similar to our veins they continue to grow so all have green leaves to shelter, that's where I make my memories, you see my darling I'm not wrong for I have my own view of what I see, I choose only to be drowning in my own dark sea"