Faster and faster time seems to move by
If I said I wouldn't go back to changes things that would be my greatest lie.
For a measurable amount of time things seem to be fine,
but each night I come home and reminisce on this one glass of wine.
If I would of said this, if I would of done that,
Would there still be a smile upon this face that has since gone flat.
Building and breaking everything that could of gone right,
some say it is me that is pulling this noose tight.
When the good comes my way it is my tendency to run,
Hurting those in my way, leaving with the damage already done.
There is but one I will never forget,
the hurt in his eyes made every choice in my past but one big regret.
Turn back the time to take away the pain,
Id do it all over, not one thing the same.
Faster and faster time seems to move by.
If I said I wouldn't  go back to change things, that would be my greatest lie.

Do you hear me?
Am i visible enough to see?
Can't you hear my cries, my pleas.
I tried so hard to be everything you want me to,
I try so hard, and it's all just for you.
I miss you and your caring
All it is doing to me is tearing
It is ripping through me like never before
It is going down to my very core
My emotions are being eaten away so i cry
and if you ever let a word slip from your mouth and hid it and lie
I know you have got your job and your money and all
but daddy cant you just squeeze in one call
Can you hear me wherever you are?
daddy i miss you, i swear im not that far.

Standing tall and straight i look ahead,
knowing what to be done and what to be said.
I see a face looking back at me,
but through this mirror my face is the only one i see.
On this face staring back at me I see a small tear,
I then realize I am looking at fear.
I want to run in such a hurry,
and now i am alone and just wanting to scurry.
The thought of being alone scares me so
I fear my life without you so please dont go.
I then think to myself
there is nothing to fear but fear itself
I have learned the lessons, many things have been done
one should not be afraid of fear or want to get up and run